being transsexual and possibly aspie, but not fitting in?

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granted most of my friends are girls, and that I feel very much like a girl. But on that same piece of thread, I am not into many of the things girls are into, such as fashion, or dating, or hanging out. I feel like I was not meant to be born here on planet earth, as if I was supposed to be born somewhere else, because I am different from everybody! I feel like a complete outsider.

And although My differences make up who i am, and I refuse to change for anybody, I feel like there is nobody on earth that can understand me. as if I speak yiddish here in america. I would rather be by myself, but at times I do crave the company of somebody who understands me... not just accepts me, but actually understands me...

I do not fit in with transsexuals, normal people, or anybody, and it makes me feel like I am trapped in a dark void with no one to talk to but myself. I have been alone all my life, and I have lost all my friends due to lack of keeping in touch. and i don't understand why.

I don't want to "fit in", all I want is a friend who actually understands me... and I don't know what to do to get one...

Welcome to the mad-house! no, wait, that's the other forum I use.

Welcome to WP!

This is about the only place where all of those who don't normally fit in, fit in.
come in, sit down, have a drink and a mooch about.

I understand what you wrote iceveela about not fitting in with group a/b/c/d, ect. I've felt this way all of my life, and I don't think anyone really truly understands what it's like.. well except here. I keep hearing all these It Gets Better videos and ads and I'm not convinced it will. But I'm also not ready to turn in early. At least not yet.