Uprising wrote:
I personally don't know anyone who even slightly shares my music taste or even can bear listening to it without complaining about it except one of my friends. They all think it's horrible eardrum raping noise while I personally think it's not. To me this music is calming and satisfying funnily enough. I don't get it, at all. People generally think I'm nuts or drugged up, high on coke and other drugs. While I actually have never taken any drugs at all in my entire life. Yet I am addicted to this music that people seem to associate to drugs, violence and insanity. Nah I don't get it, at all. I feel left out by it. I can't even play it anywhere without getting people all over me asking me to turn it off, not turning it down, but just turn it off, because it doesn't even sound pleasant to them if it's playing on a quiet volume.
This is my youtube-profile which I've stacked with music I like:
Youtube linkHere's a rough last-fm compilation image of the genres I listen to:

If anyone feels like they're in the same position or have the same taste as me, PM me!
I wouldn't have thought you mind your taste in music being different. It had always seemed to me like you're content with it. Maybe it's a confidence issue, rather than issue with music?
And BTW, I seem to be into drugs from my interests too, I was even suspected to have HIV when I got admitted to a mental hospital and talked about my interests, before my sister told them 'no way'.
That was odd.
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