heaven in my head, hell in my heart
disguising the obvious to guard internal nothing
black hole of perception
devouring through my senses
exaggerated discomfort
madness... always touching something
locked inside infinity without escape
what could be outside anyhow
a paradox of teachings and thefts
i don't know what else to say but thanks for nothing.
don't patronize me with your good intentions
they always fall short
don't try and say things are going to be fine
the longer im alone the more it distances me from everyone
but what have i to offer
what can i bring to this void dreamscape of infertility
a radical hatred for idiocracy
so many seeking wisdom ignoring the painfully clear
rip off my skin and expose my fresh nerve endings
they scream to feel if only to hurt
i guess pain is better than oblivion
04 Jan 2010, 11:56 am
