Ok, I normally wouldn't write something this dark, but I've been feeling quite lonely lately. Also I consider it appropriate to be sad over something, and it's nice to express it and leave the feeling behind, just know I'm not really an emo type guy. And being an Aspie, well I put up with normal aspie issues that you all can relate to, I apologize for the use of the F word one time, just used for emphases.
Warm Ice
In a world ruled by chaos and subjective realities
Where time acts as a tool to twist selective prostparities
They all believe in destiny, ludacrous waste of the times
At least I see it true, I accept the pain of the knives
It's true, I'm in love with being lonely
To tell myself I don't need nothing and nobody,
I don't need love, I don't need like,
I just cry because it feels right
Happiness spawns in the light of lost desire
When you set your eyes on the final prize
thats when prestige is truly acquired
A metal box, chained and bound, the key is expression
all Forged of blood and flesh, with a touch of depression
Anxiety does more then hide the key, it teaches the lesson
You express your heart, and you f*cking pound one more bloody nail in that coffin
or wait and do nothing and bleed well your walking
Interpret it how you like, to me it's just about how hard it is to express myself and communicate to people with anxiety, and how I wish I could have everything in my own little world without anyone's help.
08 Jan 2010, 2:11 am
