luvsterriers wrote:
That is wonderful about your love for the piano and music. Me? Not so much. I still have a piano at our home which I don't know why we didn't bother selling. I have had the piano since I was 6. I just don't feel any love towards classical music. Operas bore me now. Symphonies are boring too. Choruses are beyond boring.
Aaah, I see. To be perfectly honest, every now and then my interest drifts towards classical music, but for me it's more of a novelty than a serious endeavor. My major instrument as an undergrad was clarinet. I always thought that's what I'd spend every spare moment of the rest of my life doing. But as it turns out clarinet players are a dime a dozen. The thing that turned me off to my dreams of playing in orchestras is that we work so hard so much of our lives only to play in orchestras that program from the same selection of 300 pieces by the same 30 dead European composers (and occasionally Copland and Bernstein). It's depressing, but it is what it is. I can't imagine why I ever wanted to do that with my life, but I realize I'm much happier with what I'm doing now.
The music I'm writing now has more pop and rock influences than the kinds of things I used to write, which was strict modernist kinds of pieces a la Schoenberg, Webern, Milton Babbitt, and so on. If anyone challenges me on why I write the way I do now, I'll simply point out that composers of the past displayed a cursory representation of folk tradition in their work. In our postmodern world, technology together with commercial trends IS our folk tradition. The web distributor for one of my piano works disagrees, so it's looking like I always be strictly independent and self-published. However, I AM loving the attention I'm getting from my current project. I'm able to express my original ideas in front of my audience without just throttling them with it, which in turn makes me want to write more.
Partly what keeps me from succumbing to my situation is my fascination with synthesizers. I'm one of a tiny select group of musicians who own a Synclavier, an instrument that has it's own sort of romance. It's an amazing machine, and sitting down at its keyboard is like sitting down with an old friend. It helps keeps what I do fun.
If there were any kind of music out there that would make you WANT to come back to the piano, what would it be?