I'm pantheist. Most people consider pantheism a "sexed up" version of atheism used to wean people from the idea of god. Funny thing is, I went mormon, then Atheist at 15, then Pantheist at 19, so that doesn't really work with me. Like atheism, pantheism has no formal church or set of beliefs or worship. If theism is "believes in god(s)", atheism is "lack of belief in god(s), then pantheism is "believes everything is god(s)", but it's a little more complicated than that. Let's go into a little depth here:
Practically everything we know of is matter (force such as nuclear or gravitational force aside). Matter at its core boils down to energy, from atoms to protons\neutrons to quarks and down the line. This being said, everything is comprised of primarily one substance: energy (I'm also a neutral monist). This omnipresent energy is what I consider to be the closest thing to a god ideal that I have. Obviously energy does not have an apparent or even comprehendable purpose or "meaning" as it were. The main reason I chose this "belief" if you wanna call it that, is because it expresses a reverence and sort of equality of value with nature and the universe and ourselves as humans. Another reason is that it brings a sort of life to the universe in a way. I had a realization years ago that even rocks were alive in their own way, they just have much longer lifespans
, but they too change, degrade, crumble, like us; we just dont speak their language (I don't mean that literally). When I die, I agree with atheists that I end and life as I know it will end, that does not bother me (in fact it brings me more value in appreciating my life and the life of the universe around me). The energy of my body will transfer to back to the energy of the earth, where my energy will be used to nourish grass or trees, and create new life in its own way.
There's my philosophical rant, hope you enjoyed it
-Legato