Your first kiss?

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Never happened and after recent events in my life, I'm beginning to think it probably never will.

last week. An old friend of mine was in town, we got really stoned, one thing lead to another, and me and her made out. It was very incredible too. This whole attitude change I've been going though is no BS. Our self perceptions that we carry around with us can chain us down. I've been trying to reprogram my brain and eliminate self defeating thought patterns, and it seems to be working. My favorite quote ever is from FDR, "the only thing we have to fear is fear itself". He was talking about overcoming the Depression, but this simple phrase can extend into a whole life philosophy.

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I've just been meditating on this recently, and my life is really changing for the better in a lot of ways. I even got a job a few weeks ago after being unemployed for a year. Don't fear your past or your future. I think not carrying self doubt and feeling like I don't deserve happiness helped me project the right vibes so I could get the job. Appreciate the present and all the wonderful things it has to offer you. It seems mundane, but there's so much beauty in the direct experience of daily existence to be realized. Don't allow yourself to be shackled in fear, ever. I still have a long way to go in applying this philosophy, but it really works. This is for the comments right above me.

my first "french" kiss was when i was with my first boyfriend (we only dated 4 days, so whatever) around age 15. i melted.

Hmmm.... I'd say my first non-innocent kiss was somewhere around 14-15 thanks to a MUCH more popular friend of mine whose female followers were willing to include me in some experimental kissing stuff. Funny thing... I thought it was HER teeth I was feeling with my tongue but it was my own!

No love involved though so I didn't feel that kind of passionate "electricity" I would later on with an actual girlfriend.

None.

I was dating a 13yr old opera singer when i was 12 in my specialist music school. He serenaded me with ronan keatings "when you say nothing at all"in performance. we passed notes in class to say we would meet after school and kiss. We met out the front of the music centre building and we kissed and it was very awkward.

19... though I kind of wished it wasn't that female.
Then again, if we mean like a innocent kind, just friendly like, I did that at 5 or 6.

Oh, if you meant French kiss, I've never done that before.

A month or so before my 24th birthday.

Lol. I was 13 years old for both a normal peck kiss, and for a french kiss. Both were with separate girls.

First kiss- I met this particular girl (Jane) at a day camp and was hanging out with her and eventually asked her out. It was a couple weeks later when we were hanging out at a video dance party and during a slow song I was dancing with her, I leaned in to kiss her. She wanted to make out and I found that she pretty much licked my lips and one side of my face. I did not know what the hell happened.

First French- Jane dumped me, and two days later at another dance party I was introduced to a girl (Anna) I had been talking to on the phone for a couple weeks anyway. Towards the end of the night, some slow songs were playing and I looked around and saw Jane smiling at me as she was dancing with some guy. I found Anna alone standing against the wall and asked her to dance and she said yes. I looked at Jane and noticed her smile was now gone. After I was done dancing with Anna, I just looked at her to say goodnight and just leaned in to french kiss her. This was not to piss Jane off, it was because me and Anna did like eachother at that time.

17, girl 15, both piss drunk.

First meaningless kiss: 12 or 13 (with a boy I did not fancy, while playing spin the bottle)

First meaningful kiss: 19

I wa 15 and it was at my friends house. A guy I had been talking to, a friend of her bf came over. My back was against a chain link fence and Joe Jackson's "Is She Really Going Out With Him" was playing in the background from the stereo in my friends room. He asked if I wanted to go for a walk and I said I did. We walked over to the side of the yard and stopped. He turned me around and kissed me. It was October. I've seen him since. He's gained a lot of weight. I was not pleased.

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