14 Feb 2013, 12:09 pm
@Emo great news 
it sounds like you've resolved a lot of problems you were facing.
@Wolf why did you use a stretching effect on the top of your image? It looks strange.
14 Feb 2013, 12:12 pm
Here's hoping your new mindset is a permanent one! 
* I fear an overnight total flip-flop of something so traumatic is a little... odd.
14 Feb 2013, 12:27 pm
14 Feb 2013, 1:17 pm
it sounds like you've resolved a lot of problems you were facing.@Wolf why did you use a stretching effect on the top of your image? It looks strange.
That was taken from my webcam and It's not stretched at all otherwise the tattoo would look distorted, that's just how they are at the moment. My body isn't in perfect proportion due to use of steroids. Sort of like the effects Synthol have on a person.
If you have naturally skinny wrists and forearms like me, they just kind of stay like that, it's not like you can do much about proportion when the biceps grow bigger but I've realized I have isolated certain body parts and sure, I'm working on compounds to even out that proportion now. My biceps still look very muscular and defined so you can see it isn't all water retention and the muscle I have gained is through hard work, the fact that I'm naturally an ectomorph just shows how far I have come from 130lbs to 220lbs.
Here's a good example of Steroid use and water retention at the most extreme.
Even if I flex like this, my forearms and wrists still look small in comparison always look small when there is a lot of growth in an ectomorph. There's not a lot I can do about that to be honest but I am working on compound and forearm exercises to even out the proportion.
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14 Feb 2013, 1:30 pm
14 Feb 2013, 1:44 pm
Let's stay on topic, I don't want this thread closed.
Anyway, I feel a lot better after last night because I realized a lot of things. I admitted an odd fetish last night and to be honest, if he wasn't creeped out by that, he truly loves me.
14 Feb 2013, 2:54 pm
I thanked him for being so supportive of me and apologized for not believing him. He said, "It's okay, you needed it. And everyone has bad confidence sometimes."Tl;dr: I talked to my boyfriend and it made me feel 1000x better, plus I made up with him for my craziness these past few weeks.
Are you a real person?!?
14 Feb 2013, 3:02 pm
Indeed
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14 Feb 2013, 6:31 pm
15 Feb 2013, 12:10 am
15 Feb 2013, 12:53 am
15 Feb 2013, 1:30 am
we criticize her when she says she's unhappy with herself, now we criticize her when she says she's become comfortable with herself? 
I'm not jumping on this bandwagon.
Girlie, I'm GLAD to hear that you're feeling better about yourself and in your relationship. Those doubts and insecurities will probably rear their heads again, but each time they do you will be better at dealing with them. I am proud of you for taking on such a big personal change.
15 Feb 2013, 1:57 am
it sounds like you've resolved a lot of problems you were facing.@Wolf why did you use a stretching effect on the top of your image? It looks strange.
That was taken from my webcam and It's not stretched at all otherwise the tattoo would look distorted, that's just how they are at the moment. My body isn't in perfect proportion due to use of steroids. Sort of like the effects Synthol have on a person.
If you have naturally skinny wrists and forearms like me, they just kind of stay like that, it's not like you can do much about proportion when the biceps grow bigger but I've realized I have isolated certain body parts and sure, I'm working on compounds to even out that proportion now. My biceps still look very muscular and defined so you can see it isn't all water retention and the muscle I have gained is through hard work, the fact that I'm naturally an ectomorph just shows how far I have come from 130lbs to 220lbs.
Here's a good example of Steroid use and water retention at the most extreme.
Even if I flex like this, my forearms and wrists still look small in comparison always look small when there is a lot of growth in an ectomorph. There's not a lot I can do about that to be honest but I am working on compound and forearm exercises to even out the proportion.
Freaky
16 Feb 2013, 1:13 am
