AS Fiance denies cheating, after already admitting it? help.

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No offense, but if she dated 16 other guys for no reason other than drugs and a place to live, I wouldn't take her word for much. Even though she said that you were different, are you sure that you believe her?

well she did say that she'd rather be homeless than have me thinking shes using me.. but im not willing to test that theory. one might argue that if i was included in that statement she wouldnt have said it at all.

What I have read about her:
Aspergers, 16 ex-boyfriends. History of drugs, abuse, promiscuity, cheats on you, admits it and then denies it later.
I would believe she has no confidence to build on a relationship (none whatsoever). This much is obvious right now. However, she may not want to lose you, but may not have much of a choice depending on the decision you come up with for yourself.

What I have read about you:
you're clearly frustrated and not sure what to do about it (it seems you have have an idea what you want to do after some replies.)

Calling it off will definitely not be pretty. If you do that, maybe indicate how her behaviour has made you feel.
As for her, she most likely needs to find the help she needs without your help. I have had my personal issues and had to figure them out on my own time. Where friends help is in understanding you.

@aspiemike: You! Stop being right, lolz.

He does have ONE option. He can take a stab at bringing order to her.

His logic is sound. Its a little rough though. It does incorporate feelings, which is actually positive since he has both sides of the feelings here (him/her) balanced.

But between her 'relationship history', substance abuse, etc etc, there's too much hardcore serious junk to wade into. Its like replacing a soccerball with a fruitfly.

The thing he finds unacceptable is deeply wired, most likely. Its probably a symptom of her whole life.

With this in mind, the question becomes: Do you like her?

Since I've been lurking the forums and IRC, and came across this and could (completely, utterly, and absolutely) relate, unfortunately, I figured I'd offer some advice.

Since I have both done this (2-3 years ago) and had this done to me (Going thru a divorce now thanks to being desperate and Karma.) my advice is to LEAVE. GET AWAY. CRASH IT AND BURN IT. etc...Simply because when I was doing this to someone else, it was a thrill, a joy, I felt alive and vibrant, top of my game. Of course she's going to lie about it, I lied about it when I was doing it. I believe she told the truth once before because she has remorse, which I had, but that can quickly and efficiently be squished like a bug, and she (And me) can (And will) go right back to lying all over again, just to get out of the situation putting us in a bind, just to keep a stable...attachment.

Now since I put a paragraph about doing it, I shall put a paragraph about receiving it.

If you know she's cheating, leave her. I do have AS so I don't know if all this will apply to you, be warned. The pain will build the longer you stay with her, and if you leave her, chances are she'll go right to other men and then right back to you all over again if you allow it. She will simply twist and manipulate you as she sees fit, and bend the truth to her advantage, or outright lie. I rather do not wish to see someone else go through what I've been through, you're headed off a cliff with this one, and at the bottom is a Lot of suffering, trust me. Leave her is my advice, I don't care how much you love her, ask yourself one question, will you ever trust her again?

Is she still addicted to drugs?
Could it be that she cheats in order to gain access to more drugs?
I wonder if the reason that she's denying cheating is because she is scared that you will break up with her. You could be the guy she trusts to go back to after each drug binge. Her lifestyle doesn't sound particualry safe - drugs, homelessness, sleeping around.
Either way, I don't want you to be used by her, but if she is a drug addict then she deserves help, even if you have to break up with her.
I hope you'll excuse me if I'm being naive. A lot of other people have give better advice, but you did ask for reasons why for her behaviour...and I could be completly wrong.

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No kidding. Check on her sources of cash in relation to her addiction. Wait... maybe don't check. There comes a point... *sigh* *waves hand at the rest of the compounded problems*

Ashtrees could be very right. Drugs costs big money. Wait. Sh**. That explains one of my ex's. Oops. Well, it was a long time ago.

Woah, woah, woah!

If she's that utterly blatant and careless about it and that extremely disrespectful of your feelings...

DUMP THE DISGUSTING WOMAN!

Don't do it tomorrow, don't do it after lunch, do it now. And never ever speak to her again.

I don't understand why people are saying she's disgusting.
She's a person and you barely know a thing about her.
Rollins did say not to bother posting if you won't try and help figure her behaviour out. Obviously, he will have thought about dumping her.
For everything we do, good, bad, hurtful, shameful, etc, there is a reason. And if those reasons are complicated then we need to be smarter in thinking things through. And I know that some of you are very smart.
We all know what it's liked to be judged unfairly, and nobody knows this girl in person except the OP. But, we do know that there's a human being inside.

So, why do people take drugs?
Why do people cheat and lie about it?

We can only give general advice.