What's WRONG with me?! I think Hitler was hot!! !

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What I was surprised to learn from that book was the Russians also acting in this way and their actions not being curtailed by the Communist Jewish leaders for political reasons as they didnt want Communism to be viewed by the anti-Semitic nations they where hoping to bring Communism to, as being a pro-Jewish party, so even high ranking Jews where allowing the continuation of Jewish ethnic cleansing, the perpetuating of the Holocaust after the war had ended.

And not just in that book, I have read many books describing the actions of the Polish to the Jews who thought it would be safe to return to Poland once the Nazis where gone and the war had ended, only to be taken off trains and shot in the back of the head by Poles complaining that the Nazis had not finished the job.

What I was surprised to learn from that book was the Russians also acting in this way and their actions not being curtailed by the Communist Jewish leaders for political reasons as they didnt want Communism to be viewed by the anti-Semitic nations they where hoping to bring Communism to, as being a pro-Jewish party, so even high ranking Jews where allowing the continuation of Jewish ethnic cleansing, the perpetuating of the Holocaust after the war had ended.

I also find it funny, well more tragic, that people often look at the end of a war and a return home in the history as a "good job men, welcome back home, enjoy the peace!" scenario. When in reality most of the time things don't get better immediately after the wars end. If you want to look up something semi-relative to the history of Poland post WWII then look up Vietnam post Vietnamese War(make sure you look up the right war, as there were several Vietnam Wars).

You've described everything I've felt hahaha. Don't worry about it, I am the exact same thing.

Well there's no denying (heh, get it? xD) that the Nazis had some pretty badass looking uniforms and military gear, and somehow whenever I play a WWII-themed game I get a kick out of playing as the Germans and being "evil", but at the same time I'm actually quite against Nazism, neo-Nazism, and all other forms of fascism, authoritarianism, and discrimination in real life, and I most definitely do NOT endorse the actions the Nazis were responsible for.

I'm the same way about the Soviets; I think they had cool looking gear and I get a kick out of playing as them in Cold War-themed games, but at the same time I don't actually endorse their actions or ideologies. Additionally, as I am part Ukrainian, I kind of have an axe to grind with them for Holodomor, also known as the Ukrainian Holocaust, where Stalin stole all the Ukrainians' food and forced them to starve.

Although i do find this attraction/"fetish" of yours strange and pretty weird, I have no judgement against you. In all honesty i do hate everything the Nazi's did, and actually dislike them pretty much, yes i guess there were two sites to them - the person looking out for their family, the other the mean, psychopathic like person taking innocent lives in the most horrid way. Most "common sense" people (including me) would instantly upon learning all the bad things they did, determine that these people were when all comes to all bad, and not worthy of neither respect or being "liked". Many Nazi's were in my opinion Sadist's, aka i think they enjoyed hurting people.

Therefore i come to think that, have you maybe experienced growing up in a home were people hurt each other, or maybe you have witnessed "sadistic" type behavior in your childhood maybe done by someone you used to trust/ look up to - just one traumatic incident is enough to make a big impact on you, and even change your personality traits to some extent. This is just a wild guess, but if some of the examples above actually has happened to you while growing up, this might explain your "attraction" to these loud, strict sadistic leader types, who dominated over many people / bossed people around.

Or maybe you just happen to have a somewhat strange Taboo type fetish. Fair enough that it's weird, but again i won't hold that against.
You could also be what many would call a Masochist - someone who likes being hurt by themselves or others.

Don't be to hard on yourself about this though, your not alone in having fantasies and interests that are considered weird and taboo.

But if you really feel embarrassed about this, if you wan't to find out why this is in your case, maybe you should consider seeing a GOOD shrink, who'm you can talk to about how it affects you etc, who can help you find out more about maybe the cause of it, and who might also help you to sort out those things/habits you'd like to be rid off etc. If you like to get a shrink, just remember that it is important that you find a proper and professional one, someone who takes his/her patients seriously and who'm doesn't take advantage of them.

There's no denying they had the best uniforms and certainly had a sense of style and drama. But for me, I really just can't get past the genocide.