Turned 31 without a girlfriend. Is it time to give up?

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Neither do I. I am on three prescriptions, so alcohol would interfere with their functions.

As for you Brother Marknis, what are your interests? Maybe one day you could unexpectedly meet a woman who shares similar interests as you or comes from a similar background as you, Aspie or NT it doesn't matter.

And yes, continue to reject stereotypes people you know expect you to conform to that are associated with the area that you are from. You are your own person.

I'm not sure if this USA separation translates well to here. Bolsonaro own in the whole country except for the Northeast, his main advantage was in the South. I live in the Southeast, and despite having some political conservatism and a rise in social conservatism as well, this is definitely one of the areas with most alternative culture.

However, the very specific area I live currently (called the "ABC Paulista", a group of cities in the metropolitan area of São Paulo) was for a long of period one of the most important places for brazilian left – the workers' party was actually founded here, and their first experiences in power was here. There was also a huge punk scene in this area.

I think on overall, Brazil is a very conservative country – even the majority of people who vote left. I also think people here are very unforgiving with awkwardness (I lived in Hungary, and I felt there people were a lot more friendly towards me. Actually, the only boyfriend I had I met there.), even the ones who are in some counter-culture... like they accept your behavior if you fit in their group. There is an unhealthy emphasis on looks, it's like dieting is the main topic for woman to talk about. An intense party and drinking culture, which for "progressive" young people it also included drug use. I feel it's so hard to make friends here, because everyone is so outgoing they just don't care to make an effort for people who are more social awkward or shy.

You need a full transformation starting with your looks, otherwise this thread will repeat every year.

I disagree with Boo, but you do need a change. I stand behind everything I’ve said to you in the past, and I know if you take that advice you’ll win.

But at the same time I’m not certain you’re actually ready for the kinds of changes you need to make or for what you need to do to maintain a relationship once you’re in one. So rather than rehashing the extensive posts I’ve made before, I think it’s better to say you need to work on yourself. I don’t mean working out, changing your personality, conforming to things you disagree with. I just mean focusing on little, day to day things that make you happy. Hobbies. Art. Music. Even if all you do is draw stick figure comics, focus on making better stick figures than anyone else. Don’t worry about whether anyone else thinks it’s good. If YOU like it, it’s good. And proceed from there to define what’s good in terms of what’s good for you. If trying to date isn’t making you happy, remove that negativity from your life and focus on things you enjoy.

People will often say “work on yourself” meaning you have to change something. I have a problem with changing for ANYONE, or even for the whole world if I’m doing nothing wrong. I’d rather restate that as work on your SELF—improving and expanding what you are ALREADY for personal growth that YOU find gratifying. Work on things that might restrict your freedom, for instance, so that you’re less dependent on someone else (you had a job last time I responded to you, so as long as that hasn’t changed you’re still ahead of the game).

I’ve suggested expanding your horizons in terms of who you’d date. The film Legally Blonde” comes to mind. Ditzy girl sets out to prove she can make it in law if she wants to, ended up learning more about herself in spite of everyone else’s low expectations of her. I’m not telling you to date girls who violate your principles. I’m just suggesting you be open to hidden gems within your immediate culture. But the single most important deciding factor in that is you have to be happy with that. If you’ve made up your mind you can’t possibly be happy with redneck girls, then there’s nothing left to say.

Keep hanging in there. Make a point every day to find something positive that makes you happy. Let the negative crap sort itself out without you. Best wishes!

My “main” interests would be things like alternative music, science fiction novels, Marvel and DC comics (Although I read their older comics more than their current ones), manga, anime, video games (Not just any, though), and paleontology.

I was about 34 to 36 when I had my first girlfriend. One man I used to work with married in his late 50's to early 60's.

That actually sounds a lot like Trump’s America. The South here loves him and even claim he was “sent by God”. Oddly, the same people I know who love Trump hate New York and think Texas is the best state ever. They also think Brazilians are the same as “Mexicans” as if the entirety of South America is a subset of Mexico.

I’ve heard of Ratos de Parão. Are you a fan of them? Truth be told, though, I only learned about them because João Gordo did guest vocals for a Sepultura song. Otherwise, I don’t think I would’ve heard them since I live in an area that loves pop country or rap depending on the demographic. When it comes to rock music, it’s either “devil music” or old time rock ‘n roll fans or military kids who think Godsmack, Slipknot, and Five Finger Death Punch are “badass”. I call those bands “Fort Hood Metal”.

There is definitely a party culture where I live but it’s very shallow. It’s mostly junior college kids or poor people who can only afford cheap beer, whiskey, cigarettes, weed, and crystal meth. Vomit and urine are a common sight as well as smell where it takes place.

I think the main difference here it would be that our "New York"-like city (I'm thinking about São Paulo with important cultural scene, global culture, finances and such) voted for Bolsonaro. There is a lot of contradictions when we try to understand what really meant this conservative turn. People who were traditionally left-wing voted for Bolsonaro, a lot of it came from an anti-politic sentiment, due to people being disappointed with economical crisis and corruption (and there is not saints, but the Worker's Party got more bad reputation for it than it deserved).

Progressist people like to paint the Northeast region as some progressist region, I don't buy into that. They voted massively for the Worker's Party because they were hugely benefited from their government, being the poorest area in the country, the policies for eradicating poverty had a huge impact on their lives. Culturally, I don't think they are better than the rest of the country. OK they probably have less racism and xenophobia issues but that's because they have less whites and migrants too.

I have heard about them, but it's not really a style of music I enjoy. I prefer calmer stuff I listen to a lot more of international music than brazilian, sadly. I listen to Belle and Sebastian, Regina Spektor, The Libertines etc. I like some "old" brazilian musicians as Chico Buarque, Belchior, Elis Regina as well.

I've seen an increase of people enjoying rap here as well. I don't like it, but I think this just doesn't speak to me. I think the biggest rhythms here are Funk and Sertanejo – which is similar to country music. Classic Sertanejo isn't that bad, but what we have now is a kind of pop version of it, that is very poor. The songs talk about love and drinking and being betrayed but it all very shallow. There was one of those songs that was played in many places and it was basically "you are very lucky because you're a good kisser because you let me go and know i'll return" and person sings it as it was something very emotional and it's just... dumb. Like very limited vocabulary.

I don't like those sort of parties because it seems so pointless. You can't talk with people, it's noisy, it smells bad, it's full, you don't have control over the music. What's the point? And also it can be dangerous, both because of pickpockets or maybe people fighting over dumb things because they drink so much and don't know how to behave.

I used to live in a small university town (because I studied there) and I would heard people talking about going out and drinking so much they end up not remembering what they did or just felt sick or did something very dumb. I know this is seem like the norm for young people but it just felt like a very sad existence. I'm not a happy person, but I think even if this people don't realize, their lives must be a lot less happy than mine, because if you are happy and healthy you don't need this sort of escapism. I think it's different in the USA, but here I would also hear people saying they kissed like 10 or more people IN ONE NIGHT! That's just so bizarre and pointless.

I don't know how helpful this is, but I grew up around alcohol (and alcohol abuse) too. What I used to do was get a beer that matched the majority of peoples preference. Then I'd either drink it to remind myself why I don't drink, or go to the bathroom and dump it. Then I'd fill it with water. And drink water out of a beer bottle all night. Just keep refilling. You have to be sneaky sneaky to pull it off... but most party type places are full of drunk people who don't pay much attention. This is your camouflage. Then half way through the night, when most people are visibly drunk... look for the guy/gal who didn't belong. I would sing the "one of these things doesn't belong here, one of these things is diiiiif-rent" sesame street song to myself while I was looking. The challenge is fun. And it helps me with my people file inside my brain. There's usually one or two folks who just don't look like they want to be there. Then I'd watch them for a while to see if they are drinking or not or if there are any extenuating circumstances surrounding their appearance in a place they don't want to be. Then if I decided that I wanted to talk to them, but I was too afraid to approach them (which was always) I'd position myself as close to them as possible so that they could see me. Then I'd mirror their actions for about 10-15 minutes through my periphery without looking at them directly or making eye contact and then get up and go somewhere that they can still see me, but as quiet as is possible to the circumstance. 7 times out of 10, they'd come talk to me. I don't really care about looks at all, so that part doesn't matter. I was only really looking to connect with someone like me in a situation that we both didn't really like. If you're there... chances are that others that don't want to be there are there too.

Hope that helps.

It would be reckless and unfair of me to say that this is true in your case, but maybe it IS time to give up. I don't believe that that would NECESSARILY be a bad thing. At least then, you could focus on other, more important things. But you'd need to find something else to take up your time and energy, and not allow yourself to get bitter about your celibacy. But voluntary celibacy is fine.

@Lola8088, super smart!! !! !! !!

If I ever did that it was accidental. Usually I was the person who looked like s/he didn't belong, not the person looking for that person (that was my husband: woman on dance floor, who "orders" water: "helllllloooo!" Not looking for a partner, ok, I'll call your sister (whom I work) with for a month until the opportunity comes to ask you out). I still contend it's not that ASDs are clueless, some are simply guileless or unassuming.

I'm 31 and never had a girlfriend. I've failed at love.

This is brilliant.

I'd probably go a little farther and say hi to the person while sitting next to them. But then I'm kinda audacious.

I don’t buy it that looks don’t matter at all for a sexual relationship, I cringe every time someone says “looks doesn’t matter” because life taught that those who claim that aren’t being very honest with themselves.

Your tactic there is pure PUA material.

They IMO are normal interests, but you cannot continue to believe that a woman will come into your life at the snap of your fingers. It's unrealistic thinking and we can still help you learn how to stand up to your family who in turn want you to behave like a walking, talking stereotype.

Give up? I dunno, maybe. I just think of when I was a bit more like you and was constantly looking for that possible boyfriend and feeling I needed to attain ASAP because if I didn't by a certain time I'd be doomed or something. It made me absolutely miserable. The jealousy and loneliness sucked and I was making it harder on myself. I felt kind of desperate and that led to me making compromises and accepting things where I shouldn't. It ended up not being fair (sometimes painful too) to me or others and I regret that. If giving up seeking, for mean you means you are able to focus yourself on something else, sparing yourself some of that misery, then that might be a better option.

Short answer: You're not them and they aren't you. You must know this though, don't you? Perhaps it's more of "Why can't I be like everyone else?" that is slightly different. Why am I 'less than', why am I 'not enough" even though you can plainly see that you have things about that very well would be considered 'better" than some of those around you who seem to be having more success with just living. I can't say I have an answer as I ask myself that a lot. We are Aspie; we are too different to make others feel comfortable perhaps. But I understand the frustrating despair.


Has no love ever entered your life? Or is it just romantic love? When we shift focus of love to being more than just the romantic, it's easier to appreciate what love is already there and in turn makes the loneliness not so bad.

Pretty much anywhere you go you are going to find that a major catalyst of socializing and partying is Alcohol. How it's done may vary but it's certainly not something that just occurs in your area. Most times, as long as you have some form of drink in your hand, it is good enough. Other times, but more immature individuals are going to give you a hard time about you not drinking. But you're not the one that is likely to act like a moron and not be able to form a coherent thought in your later years now are you?


You have Thus far failed at achieving a relationship status other than single.



That might be if you're assuming people are meaning, "Physical attraction doesn't matter", when they say "looks don't matter". If I say, "looks don't matter" what I mean is, they don't have to be good looking by society's standards. Nor does my initial reaction to their looks need to be "They're hot". Perhaps that is what Lola8088 also means