username88 wrote:
For a long time now Ive given up on falling in love ever since I left this place thinking ana went off with that maduk character. I still have a strong sex drive though. But heres the thing, I just got back and it turns out she might want to start something again.. I just dont know what to think. Before I came back I recently joined these sex finder sites (and actually payed for them!) and I couldnt even at least find someone for sex. I put my pic (all different kinds tehe) and they are all good pics Im anything but ugly.. I filled out the forms saying what I want yadayada.. But still after a long time Ive still come up with nothing even after asking people if they want to hook up. Right now I dont even think ana would like me enough to have a relationship.. Why would she if I cant even get something as low as a skank how could I get someone as great as her to like me. Lets face it, Im never gonna get a wife or anyone who will care about me deeply, I cant even get someone to screw me and Im good looking! But you guys are all gonna be like, well use your hand but that barely even does anything for me anymore.. Does this mean Im too sexually oriented? Is that so wrong? Well, its driving me insane.. At the same time I guess I should be lucky cause I have far less things to worry about than I used to..(nothin goin on in my life right now) Right now this is just whats been bothering me the most lately and I dont know what to do about it.
You are really asking advice from the right people here.
11 Feb 2008, 9:33 pm
