use_your_words wrote:
Well, which do you want to do - become closer to her or forget about her? That would be a good place to start. Or do you not know? You seem a bit conflicted.
I am. I should actually be asleep now, but I don't feel like it.
Basically, my mind right now is divided - one the one hand I she's in my mind like she has been for a long while, on the other hand over the past week I haven't been able to feel much positive emotion.
If I try to approach her, I'm not sure if I'll be able to feel anything like I might have a few months ago. If I give her up I still have some small unresolved area of my mind that's dedicated to thinking about her.