Padium wrote:
I want to get a gf that i can feel close to.... But then I have this wonderful barrier that keeps me from being able to even explore that area of life out of fear of..... I'm not even sure what, its just awkward for me to pursue... Suggestions?
If I wanted to approach a stranger to date her, I'd probably wear a ski mask; NOW is a great time to do so and not be looked at weirdly. At least if she rejects me, she won't remember my face! (Also helps to approach a girl at a Halloween party; I'd wear a hooded phantom robe.)
But any other time plus now, try dating sites. Almost completely bare all about what you say about yourself, reveal your AS, and a girl who'll still like you may find You. Doesn't hurt to sign up for more than one, too.