Do you miss someone right now?

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why your brother?

I guess I don't have feels. Or I lost my feels. Maybe I didn't love her, maybe all of them was a lie. Maybe I fooled myself. or even now I'm lying. I'm like a lost ship. Someones searching for me, but I'm not there. I don't know where am I.. Yes I know there is a girl, but this story is finished for me. We couldn't do it. I've changed my route 8 years ago.. Complicated topics..

Bcuz he is one of the best ppl to put it succinctly just like my sons old nurse.


He accepts everybody,
He has severe OCD to the point he is not sble to drive n has to stop evety few seconds to get out of the ocd ‘brain block’ or ‘jam’ which is physically the neurotransmitters dont deliver the fluid between each other properly do it is not smthing that u can ‘cure’ with CBT or other things it is an actual condition just like deafness

he has and continues to maintain good intentions in life,

he sacrifices his time fr others ,

He babysits my kids n has been fr years,
he is highly knowledgeable and educated n self-motivated to continue to attain knowledge,

He is young but caring and wise

He is funny n silly but his humour is classy n not gross

He is a very good writer n v eloquent n also v creative

He is very simple but not in intelligence so he is also v interesting if u ask him about things

I miss my ex Allan. But, I only miss the nice side of him.He passed away from a heart attack about 14 years ago. I think he was also on the spectrum, too. He loved astronomy, old movies, and he collected things - almost to the point of hoarding. I lived with him for 15 year because I couldn't afford to live anywhere else. I moved out 17 years ago into a low income building across the street from the fast food place I work at. He was often verbally abusive to me, and "situationally" abusive (he would disappear when we were travelling, leaving me standing on the street waiting for him to return because I didn't know what else to do. He would come back yelling at me because i didn't "keep up with him." No one could, he walked so fast. And he never really communicated with me properly - which goes without saying. His friends all hated me and tried to run me down with their cars a couple of times when I was riding my bike. Allan did nothing about it. I wasn't encouraged to call the police. His friends are still alive in this town, so I no longer ride my bike anymore. I don't go out much at all. I'm not comfortable being by myself in public except to buy groceries and pay bills, etc. I don't drive, so I can't travel anymore, either. Friends? I have just a handful. Not all have cars.

I currently miss someone, but not in a romantic way. I miss my manager from work. He was the kind of person who I always felt comfortable talking with about anything that might've been on my mind at the time. Part of the reason why we connected so well is the fact that both of us are on the spectrum so he understands my methods of processing information because his methods are so similar. He was especially eager to have me moved up to being one of the department heads at work before 2018 was up. Unfortunately, back in October, he had to take time off from work because he pulled something in his neck. Months later, he's still not back, I've had no further progression at my job, and last I heard is that it's looking like he'll have to go in for surgery. These months without him there, it feels like I'm in the Twilight Zone.

U ought to let him know this! It might lift his spirits to know he is loved and valued so much !

I miss my Boyfriend, he is in Asia, it’s bedtime over there, he will be a wake in a few hours

I miss my childhood’s pet dog, he was very cute and fluffy.

Yes, I am missing my college best friend terribly. But now I can not communicate with her as I have lost her contact number due to some technical issue in my mobile.

I miss my boyfriend

I miss my best friend. He's asleep right now so I don't want to call him.

I also miss a friend who died some years ago. She was in her 80s. We were very close. She always made me laugh and I learned a lot from her.

My Auntie Laura. She's not my aunt biologically, but in the honorary sense. I used to see her on any Friday at the day program I go to, but not as much as of late. Worse, the day program is closing down forever come March 15th and I don't know what to do when it comes to hanging out with her. The only time we got to hang out outside of the day program was when we saw It: Chapter I over a year and a half ago and even then I think it was mostly because it was a horror movie. I tried checking with her about hanging out at the mall, but she avoids the mall like the plague, only ever going there when she has no other choice. Unless the 2 of us wanted to go get tattoos together, I can't think of any other options.

I miss raleigh

I miss the lady who taught the parenting class as even though i constantly feared n complained abt her or the class here, i realizex in the end i was wrong n highly ‘snowflake triggered’ anticipating the worst

‘constant vigilance n paranoia blocking out good vibes’

She ws actually v intelligent good at teaching n caring n efficient n smart n a good heart covered with a thorny fence.

I kind of wiah i cd be her servant ie do her menial tasks like cutting out items
Calling ppl
Confirmation
Less important but necessary tasks(lie a secretary plus assistant)

As i started liking her presence n way of thinking n i like being around intelligent plus caring people who are more successful i feel as though i need that presence n i was born to follow orders frm such ppl

I miss my dad

Quite a lot of people.

Where is Raleigh when I need Raleigh?

I miss my boyfriend, he asleep now. And I miss my mom, she going to be in heaven for 6 years in July, she wanted another birthday, her birthday is July 22, she share a birthday with her sister, but they are not twins.

I miss a friend who died many years ago.