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@P - you know who
I won't forever.

I can't allow myself to think of you too much.
And I've stopped talking about you.
Someone mentioned you yesterday and I had to go away and vigorously clean something.
You make my mind melt down.
I can only think of you in 5 minute increments.

I had to delete my email account.
I couldn't help but feel like saying something anything stupid to you.
Now nothing left. I don't remember your email address. So there is no way I can contact you, which I wanted.
Sorry that I loved you and hurt you.

I'm sorry we fought last night. I feel so terrible, and I take 100% responsibility for it. I never did mean to make you mad, and honestly, I wish I never felt these negative emotions in the first place.

heavy sigh

Only a few short months and we'll be able to see each other again. I look forward to it intently. Hang in there.

cheers!

Are you positive you're not better off with anyone else? Because all I seem to do is become upset anymore, sometimes to the point where you almost give up on me. I just want this marriage to work, but I keep blowing it. Let's face it: I'm a f***-up.

**** ***.

I seem to miss every single one of you now and wish I could see you all again someday. Every previous crush back from school last year and my ex-girlfriend.

The only one I don't truly miss is the first gal i had a relationship with last year. You were never good to me at all. The rest were either good friends, girlfriend, had a crush on me back, or that one girl who was my aqcuaintance/classmate but not interested in me in that way.

I've got to move on but I just bloody can't. I'm stuck in the past. I contacted one of you, former crush, friend last year but you aren't interested in having anything to do with me it seems.

Another one we've been talking but you're no longer insterested in me 'that' way but I'm just so happy that you are replying and that I have you in my life as a friend, it means at least SOMEONE from high school stuck around.

The rest of you I feel like I did something wrong or there's some conspiracy against me...it aches to be ignored. I just want to be friends with you guys again.

^No, Tifa/Cloud is canon, according to the developers and Tetsuya Nomura himself. Of course, there's probably many people who would want to cast Ultima on me for saying that, so I try to ignore shippers.

Can't believe I haven't even tried FF series yet.

My only exposure to it is Kingdom Hearts II featured a few of the characters.

What would be the best 'starter game' for FF on PS2/classic Xbox or later?

^Final Fantasy VI, VII, or IX would probably work well for a beginner.

a*o*her f**e f*i**d r*qu*** on *a**b**k