Aspie Affection????

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Wtf as the abominable snow cone said to my rant. I don;t what you are talking about unless your refering to the fact that if you look at porn and don't go after women you won't learn anything. Or you just remain sad cause you really want the social stuff and porn does not do it. At any rate you and loner mutant should look at porn together. Tell me what you mean.

I am not an nt so my therapist thinks. Here is were I am coming from. I have pstd everyone used to make fun of me. I am used to getting that even from my mom. I usually think everything is pointed at me in a negative way. I am just a little fursturate with looner mutant and his lack of trying. I know he has as but I also think he can learn stuff and better enjoy other things. I also sense he is frusturation cause he is basically saying I am an idiot leave me alone I am hopeless. He has repeated the same thing over and over basically saying no I am hopelessly depressed cause of fuckn as. I get you don;t think you can so thats all you want. I really feal for him that is my frusturation. Just like quirkycarla does for me. I can see why they offered her the chance to be a mod .I am not being gay just alitte fealing bad. All I can do is go in the haven and help people with my advice cause its real fuckn great. That makes me feal better. Remember I was told I had as but now its high functioning autism. No offense loner mutant.

Here is more evidence for my fealings. You see why you think I am not getting the message loner mutant. It is upsetting I don;t want to here that. Did you see my nasty rants?, I must be careful cause of the level of distress is becoming dangerous for me but despite this I try and help. You do it when you want loner mutant cause I know eventually you will. When you come to the level of awarness I have you will see, be becareful it was such a shock because I having been stuffing it down and when I first came here it was opened I therefore the suicidal rants. Actually thankyou loner mutant all I am going to get something productive done. Better than just sitting here ranting about suicide. I know of other stuff I want to try that before meds. I have doctor knowledge pschology knowledge. Come too me when you are ready loner mutant I will tell you when things I know. I don't want to see you suffer. You may not notice now but I think you will. Maybe you don't want to know now cause for some reason you are not ready.

Hellnrz I have no one no friends except quirkycarla who I tried on first time and failed. I probably could have if I did not have pstd. This is why I have no one pstd ruines my life, my mom rope me into her depression unconscienously as a way to cope so she did not notice it. I have mega gifts but they are repressed. I figured my mom out all by her self. I got sucidal for a day so now you know. I have the right to gloat cause I worked for everything I had. It been A fight since birth literally with diffrent blood types. Girls payed attention to me when I was younger but thats it. I had two girls at ounce hot to but because I was too nervous gave up, pstd again. They ignore me. I might get something if I continue to flaunt my body around though. I worked hard for that too damn its muscular. I have been trained to think negatively about myself cause of bad experiences. Pstd does it all to me alltered realities pschogenic seizures flash backs I am exhausted and I have final stage skin cancer. I only have 2 year left and I am cancer free though. Again my hard work no chemo. You can do it to. I will share my gift just pm me.

1: If I, the village moron No. 1 in my home town even tries to talk to a woman, they will either ignore me or bully me.
2: As I've said before: I live in a town girls that aren't already pregnant in high school leave and never move back to.
3: Internet dating is a joke and a hoax.
4: Most women I've met online live too far away.
5: I never completed high school.
6: I live on social security.
7: I'm obese (at least 97 kilos).

Florescent, I hope you have a chance of someday finding a girlfriend and that you will experience sex, but for me, it's too late.

Dam it leave him alone. You probably have problems too. I am sorry loner mutant some people don;t have good social skill not you.

Did you say bullying? That might mean they like you and think they can;t have you. I would just tell them that they are flirting with me. Space if you have issues I am here I am real good at those things. Loner mutant remember there is probably someone worse you.

Why did you not complete high school? pm me if you need to cause certain people have issues or don;t have good social skills. I least you see I am trying to help. By the way I fail my first one but she wants to be friends. I see you do actually want something cause you work out, good for you. I was taken out of normal education last year. We did our work on the computer with group therapy and a social worker. I am open too space if you want to talk. I was fat when I was a baby but that was it. You could sit me up on my rolls as my mom said. Usually children that age can;t do that. I am concerned about you loner mutant just like quirkycarla said to me. She then offered her friendship and showed common intrests. I got pstd from teasing also I actually got held back cause of depression last year I got straight a's. I know what you are going through.

Thanks, this is my final posting in this topic.
I've tried castrating myself by taking Cipralex, but it didn't work.