Do you miss someone right now?

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One-winged-angel.

Yeah

Still...the same. Why the heck do I have to be so stubborn?

I never actually miss "people." I do miss certain parts of them or certain traits of them. Never the "person" though.

I miss OWA again currently.

yep

I miss Anubis. Nubi get on Nao. luckily I do not miss OWA cuz he's on! YAY!

People miss me all the time, because I dodge before they can get a clear shot.

Nubi! Hii

Hai, how's it going?

Good good!

Guuurd.

Sometimes I pray that I would find everything I ever liked in many people in one person, but I know it's not possible. But I know it's not possible...I am no angel myself... Last few days I have been thinking obsessively about the departed ones...I don't know if it's immature, but I am wondering where did they go...and why (the young ones, or the ones that didn't want to go yet, but they did anyway, like my ex-mother in law, that tore my heart when she passed away in August 2006) and why wasn't I more mature when they were here to talk more to them, know more about them... About the "living" souls, the ones here, I think that other people think and miss me more than I miss them, I am a horrible friend, I never call anyone, unless they call me and they are in deep trouble and I can help. I feel guilty for not calling people, but I figure that if they are doing OK, that's why I don't know about them, but it does not ease the guilt that I never call anyone, or I hardly call someone. Is anyone else having this problem, feeling like they are neglectful of their friends and family?

Back to the quote on top...I would gladly accept one person with "good" and "bad" traits, the only problem is that I rarely fall in love and when I do, I am acting like men usually get bashed for, running away...I just wish someone would just see that I am just retreating, I do not mean to hurt anyone...and it is also some twisted (on my part) way of testing people, if they come strong after me, they passed the test. I don't do it on purpose...the "testing" I mean...I am ranting...blah blah blah...sorry...

A list of character traits:

humble
brave
courageous
serious
funny
humorous
sad
resourceful
stubborn
loyal
gullible
handsome Women need to get it up too...and a nice looking someone helps...I am crude...
caring
carefree
selfish
unselfish
generous
self-confident
respectful
considerate
imaginative
inventive
creative
independent
studious
intelligent
honest
mischievous
friendly
adventurous
hard-working
timid
shy
bold
daring
dainty
busy
lazy
patriotic
fun-loving
successful
responsible
helpful
dreamer
happy
disagreeable
conceited
leader
demanding
bossy
gentle
loving
proud
wild
messy
neat
joyful
cooperative
lovable
ambitious
quiet
curious
witty
fighter
determined
energetic
cheerful
thoughtful
calm
mannerly
rude
mean

I underlined the ones that I would like to find in someone. Probably some of them are conflicting with others...

About biological traits, I like darker skin/hair better than light, I don't like blue eyes...and I would like to be with a person that has very high IQ and possible would have Asperger.

I am missing someone with his good and bad traits, I miss the whole person that I could feel he is, but I am not going to do anything about it, just wish him well.

I miss a girl at school who is a senior like me.
I have had an infatuation on her since I met her, 3 1/2 years ago.
She turns 18 on December 8th & I risk being told off by her friends again & by school administration.

What do you mean you risk to be told off? Why?

There was some hostilities between me & said girl during freshman year.
We got over it & now are friends, much to the dismay of school administration and said girl's crew.