What REALLY Bothers

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I've been thinking about what is truly bothersome about the realization that I'll be single for the rest of my life.

Yeh, what's so big deal here anyway? Love does not exist.

'love' is a complex assortment of chemicals and endorphines released into the blood at different stages, so in effect love does exist but is seen differently by some people.

Yeh, this are only errors iscribed into human DNA chain

Well, I suppose you could argue that it all comes down to whether or not I can trust someone. One possibility, and this possibility means that a lot of what I normally say on the subject is full of crap, is that my trust has been so violated at this point that I cannot imagine trusting someone, even as a hypothetical, and that when someone earns my trust, and believe me I don't know how they'd do that, my views on this would soften a bit. I'd be looking for the exit less, if you will.

On the subject of looking for the exits, it's not a matter of constantly checking for them, but just making sure they're there at the beginning. I've walked out of maybe ten movies in my life for various reasons, and I wasn't checking for the exits the whole time I was deciding to do it. My watch maybe, but not the exits. It's a mutual thing. I don't want her there only because she's trapped either, you see.

I'm glad there is at least some consideration being given that, even if I am to find someone someday, that person is incredibly rare. Don't get me wrong either. Finding the right person and making it work would be an incredible event in my life, ripping apart everything I've known the past few years of what is possible. Not being capable of rationally understanding how it could ever happen though, I just proceed presuming it won't.

-Frank