Erisad wrote:
murphycop wrote:
you don't have to eat college food do you?
Why wouldn't a man you want be at an exercise class?
I live on campus, therefore I am required to have a meal plan with them. I have been eating less of it because of my schedule but that hasn't been doing any good either.
He would want me there but he doesn't want to meet me there. A panting, sweaty fat ass isn't necessarily attractive. Why would he go for me when there probably are more attractive women in that class to keep themselves from getting to where I am? Why wait for me to lose the weight when there's a girl 10 feet away who's already gorgeous? It makes no sense for him to want me. :'(
Well here´s the thing love doesnt allways have to make sense(as a matter of fact IMO most of the times it doesnt make any sense).
Your recent relationship has improved your self steem and its not like you are back at step one. I believe you have done a lot of improvement lately and once a man is able to notice this and some sort of future potencial it would make no sense to choose anyone else.
I feel like I'm back at step one. I feel like everything he told me doesn't matter anymore. I'm beautiful but not good enough to fight my mother for. So basically, I was only beautiful when it's convenient for him. D: