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I demand right now that life gives me a reason to feel happy. I need some sort of attention or something going on.
My emotions are horrible right now.
I feel half suicidal.
My ex girlfriend won't get back with me despite the fact that I love her.
I need a sign. I need SOMETHING.
I need a reason to actually feel like living, and I need a great woman who I can rely on when my emotions take over.

I am very depressed right now and I am not having a good life at this moment in time.

Looking at the title: that's what she said.


Anyway, maybe you need religion, man.

You need a head shrink.

I'm not saying this to be mean, but if you are considering suicide and can't control your emotions, you need help.

I will never commit such an action.
But it is true that my emotions are very sensitive.

Life sucks.
got to make your path. talk to more women. make yourself happy before another can.

Listen to this:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8oM_-K9rXY[/youtube]

Honestly I do not feel there is a reason for me left. I feel as though life has failed me. I feel like I have failed life.
I have no room left for happiness.
All I have now is music and poetry, but that cannot solve my problems.
It depresses me to even look at doing average day to day stuff to improve my independence.
I was once in a relationship and was cheated on, but still just shrugged it off because I wanted that relationship to last.
I am a pathetic, dependent man who cannot cope with the cold truths of this world.

I feel paranoid, I have emotional swings, I feel as though the world is attacking my personality if I try to live through average boring stuff, I feel as though I NEED my ex girlfriend back, I feel as though my guitar is my only life line and even that is a self esteem breaker because I haven't improved my ability on it much for years.
I hate where I live - no activity at all - so deftly dull.
I much prefered America.
I love my ex girlfriend and I seriously need her back.
My family is getting sick of hearing about my problems all the time.
I feel absolutely horrible at night time, and I NEED to talk to my ex girlfriend all the time to try to persuade her to get back with me.
I can't even cope with biased pundits in football arrogantly saying the EPL is the best league even when it might not be anyway, so I REALLY can't cope with a break up of two years.
I am so bizarre that I would even take an abusive partner over being single.
I have a huge sex drive and I have no partner.
I feel as though justice, honour and loyalty needs to be fulfilled and never breached, despite the fact that I would take an abusive partner over my state.
I cannot learn anything right now either.
I don't want to be here any more. I want to give up.
I don't feel competent at anything I do.
I feel as though the world is trying to break me.
I feel as though I have lost in life.
I do not want to even look at doing stuff or learning independence because it depresses the hell out of me.
I do not want to be molded into doing average crap.
I am constantly lonely and never moving forward. There are no friends in life, and those online need time for themselves.
I never exercise physically, and I never do anything. I am destroying myself emotionally.
I never can appreciate things that happen for me, unless it is personally fulfilling, and I mean a partner.
I want to live in a fantasy land and I do not want to live in this world at all.
I have no people outside family, one friend and a councillor to help emotionally bail me out in life, and I would never be able to feel friendships right now in this clinically depressed state anyway.
I need encouragement all the time.
I need a girlfriend, but not just anyone - my ex girlfriend.
I detest the fact that life isn't fair, and I detest the fact that people leave instead of stay and sort out problems.
My emotions constantly go full circle - I don't just forget and let go.
I feel as though I will never get anywhere.
I have been pushed too far.
I don't want to be here any more.
If my ex doesn't take me back, I have nothing to live for any more.
ocd is in my brain as well, and I wonder if there are other psychological problems that have been left unchecked that I don't know if they are there or not.
I just pray this dependent man is accepted back with his ex girlfriend again, otherwise I will continue to feel half suicidal.

Ah, yes. Most of your problem isn't directly resulting from reality, it's just overall lack of any kind of movement that's making you get moldy. Just start doing anything, and your dwelling on things, which is definitely 98.7+% of your problem, will start to fade. Seriously, most of feeling helpless is an illusion, it's just the fact you're not omniscient that makes you not see all possibilities and from there it's just dwelling that makes you think there's nothing besides what you can imagine. Run, play video games, splurge at your favorite restaurant, masturbate, listen to angsty or uplifting music, whatever. Just get distracted for starters.

I will feel what I need to feel at the time to get me through.
I am a quirky character and that is who I am.
I am happy to be who I am.