I'm becoming a tormented martyr

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Human society has beaten me, if that is its intention...
Well fine - I surrender to it. I will say a f**k you to human nature and withdraw into martyrdom.
Go ahead - make me suffer. Go ahead - ruin my prospects.
My life is too complex to be attempted to share with another sleazy person who will just leave me at the first sign of trouble.

Loyalty, honour, virtue... these are values that do not exist with many people.
I'm wasting my time trying.

f**k off, society.

I think you mean your becoming misanthropic. You can sit next to me on the crazy train

Perhaps... marytr feels more poetic.

You could make a living with rants through art you know, being creative and all....

Yeah man, channel that emotion into something you can create. Find your own happiness through yourself.

I struggle with it at times, but on the whole, I'm happier now that I've resolved to live my life on my own terms, and to hell with the rest of humanity. I'm committed to doing something that will outlast silly relationships, trivial love and the banalities of the nuclear family. I leave all that to the morons I knew in high school.

Imagine this: what do you want your obit to say? Is it gonna be like every other sad, pathetic one I read: "worked forty years for a corporation, is survived by two kids and a wife."? Is that going to be your life in sum? Is that going to be your relic, after everyone who knew you is gone as well?

Create something that will endure, and rebel against this BS society filled with such rotten people.

I'm with ya samtoo, society can f**k right off.

Its all one big cruel joke played on us Aspies. Suicide is getting closer for me.

Craig28: Oh dear. NEVER commit such an act, Craig28.
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I hope you are feeling well today. ^^
I have faith in you to feel well. ^^ *Hug*

Wallourdes: Thank you for your support. It is appreciated.

If I have to top myself, then so be it.

You'd put a dog down if nothing could be done for it, the same should be made avalible to an Aspie who has no hope.

Its not fair to let Aspies carry on suffering. f**k morality. Its a dead issue these days anyway.

Brianruns10: I'm confused really. I don't know how to analyze these things.
I will certainly say however, that there is something to be done in creative writing - I will create.

Craig28: I know what you mean. Do you feel confused as well?
I wish for better feelings for you in due time, Craig28.
It makes me sad when people talk of such tragic things.
I passionately hope you feel much better soon.
You have my support, and I am certain if you reach out, MANY people on Wrongplanet will help you to overcome these kinds of feelings.

I relate to what you say of society, but please never do such a thing.
Take care of yourself.

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You're a precious human being. If many can't see your precious abilities as a human, that is their problem. I wish you much happier feelings in time.

FREEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOM!

Man if I had the money, I would hop on the next British Airways or Virgin Atlantic flight leaving SFO and fly over to England either to Heathrow/LHR or Gatwick/LGW to knock some sense into you guys.

I'm not the most socially capable but I'm more socially keen than some of you on here. I've never been into a relationship either but guys you're in a self-destructive cycle!

nick007: lol it can get difficult. I hope you feel much more peaceful in yourself very soon. ^^ *Hug*

Wallourdes: Thanks. I hope I begin to.

Brianruns10: Thanks man I hope to feel better soon.

Craig28: A big hug to you.
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I care about your emotional state, along with many people here who are more than willing to help out a man in need of support.
Please nurture your health. ^^

The_Face_Of_Boo: lol craziness.

nthach: I hope I can very quickly get out of this state. Tonight I started feeling a lot better and I wish the same for all fellow Wrongplanet Aspergians.

J-P: I understand that you must be feeling some powerful emotions. I sincerely hope you feel much better very soon. Many people on Wrongplanet will be more than willing to help you in any supportive way they can.
Please nurture your health. ^^
A big hug to you.
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