The link on your ad isn't going anywhere so I Googled your name.
These days 50% of American first marriages end in divorce and 75% of those divorces are instigated by the wife.
Yours included by what I have read.
So what is it that you want to tell us that couldn't have been said by millions of other women your age?
Bear in mind that 65% of second marriages end in divorce and 75% of third marriages end in divorce.
Lots of luck.