So I met up with a dude yesterday that I had only talked to online and with texting because we exchanged numbers online. Anyways long story short I enjoyed it and certainly want to hang out with this dude again. But of course I can't quit thinking about what my stupid family would think about it all.....and that is fine I mean so what my family can be judgemental but its up to me who I want to associate with wether they like it or not but I obsess over it.
Does anyone know of a good way to just not freaking care what family thinks when it comes to relationships you decide you want to pursue....cause I don't want to end up being all quiet and akward because i am obsessing over stuff like that and can't think of much to say. I already feel like I should apologize for being so quiet and let him know I really did enjoy hanging out and would love to do it again.
But yeah I don't understand why I even care about stuff like that......yeah this dude is a bit on the weird side but so am I so, that does not bother me I just cant seem to get thoughts out of the back of my mind about my family being judgemental if the relationship lasts long enough for me to even bother having any of them meet him. I guess I need to develop a screw what they think if I don't like it attitude because I can't change what they think but I could just not let it get to me.
27 Sep 2011, 10:44 am
