NeuroDiversity wrote:
Hopefully it is ok to express one's feelings here... and in particular by poem.
The First Time I Told You I Loved You
By NeuroDiversity
The first time I told you I loved you you said it was too fast.
But I kept at it until your lips couldn’t stop the same words from getting passed.
The pace of your speech was always awkward and brisk
Sounding as though these simple words were said at great risk.
Still felt good to hear you say I love you, if only it would last.
As the years passed I started to question if you felt the same way too.
Would you still say I love you, or would the words disappear absent my cue?
The silence was deafening. I felt heartbroken, lost and alone.
My heart grew heavier and heavier as if dragged down by a stone.
Now I can only wonder if those three special words ever meant anything to you?
im sorry this is how you feel :C
dont worry though! if they dont end up loving you, its better you find out sooner than later. then you can move on faster and find someone who can reciprocate and be truly truly happy and you wont have to wonder 'do they really love me?', because you will know 100% that they do (when your relationship gets to that point, anyways lol).
12 Mar 2012, 3:34 am
