guy infatuated/in love w/me don't know what to do!! !!

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I did not realize this until halfway into the semester. am still on a stale.mate/lockdown on this situation has caught me in a surprise i feel like it was an accident

and it is a very delicate situation because of my social notoriety here at uni

have mentioned i experience psychic/psychosis symptoms. i am judged harshly because of this i get a lot of crap from students and teacher for being transgender/androgynous and having autistic/schizophrenic symtptoms that make it hard to function like normal people.
ANYways!! !.........


When I get near this man he gets stupid red in the face nervous to the extreeme and i get that way too at the same time!! ! I can't even approach him in public because he gets ***extremely nervous*** and i do too!! !!
Last semester i realized he was following me a few times into my classes red in the face with his sexy motorcycle helmet & jacket.

Now, all i can think of is this man,,, shot an arrow in my heart,,, and it burst full of good feelings and euphoria. I feel manic on fire all the time!! !! it's going to burst and explode!! !!

No more depressing thoughts!! !!

But because my social and functioning problem I do not know what to do
he seems to be head over heels on me
I don't know why extept he smells really good naturally is manly & sexy
when he talks its like this nervous/sentimental type thing
and i get huge positive auras from the heart etc because of my ESP
and spreads happiness to me in his presence

but i feel not good enough for this
because my poor functioning at uni, consideration of dropping out
i feel so full of good feelings all the time like some one gave me a miracle happy potion

this can't be unreal!! !
someone with AS and/or xp with psychic/psychosis what do you think ? ? ?

Have a cuppa coffe at Starbucks with him, or something, like everyone else so you can get aquainted.

Tell him you are having trouble in the class, can he help you with your homework over a cup of coffee (your treat)?

i am having trouble in the class
i often find my self alone with him after class cause im slow to learn
you probly see what this is implying but there are no rules/legislation against this

was going to mingle with him when i saw him last night at an event but avoided him because i got EXTREMELY NERVOUS likewise so i got drunk and by the time i got comfortable to approach him he left. wanted to go over and hug him at that point, cause i could see the heart.

im gonna ask him out SOON
would prefer to ask him to some drinks

secret got out all over the department
but no one says a word it's contagious
no ones laffing or making fun cause s**t just got serious and real
.............

im gonna get you!! !! !
so happy inside
like the bob marley song

satisfy my soul