Lonely :c

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okay so here is the deal... i recently lost a very special young woman in my life because of some misunderstanding about my aspergers and massive ammounts of stress in her life... we both made mistakes although she wont admit her mistakes and says i have no right to feel hurt by some of the stuff she said. i cant see why she hates me with such a passion other than the massive stress and she needed someone to blame... i have forgiven her though and forgiven myself and we have parted ways and she is in a very bad place and it makes me sad to think about that so i still pray for her even though she hates me...

Anyways i have gotten over it though pretty well it threw me off for about a week or so because she was such a close friend and meant soo much to me... So i am kinda feeling like there is a lonely gap in my lif now... i dont have many friends in fact you can count them on one hand, but i am really close to those i have and losing one has dealt a massive blow to me...

I am posting this because i need someone, someone to talk to and who listens to me and doesnt make fun of me for stupid stuff i cant help (like crying at the end of this stupid movie which im never watching again). I figured it may be good to look for a friend here since so many of yall know about aspergers and can relate... my verybest friend is an aspie and she is like a close sister to me so i guess aspies can get along... im looking for friends who can become good firends and anybody is welcome But i kinda have to admit i am also looking for a good female friend..

Im not looking to find someone to date necessarily but just a young woman who will be a good firend to me and then we will see where it goes from there... if we arent meant to be that is totally okay i still just need someone who is there for me... I shared some of my deepest thoughts with the Girl i was talking about and we really got to know eachother well and i guess i am looking to fill that void...

please dont make fun of my post or i will not be nice im not a pushover... i just want to get to know some of yall i still feel like sorta an outcast being new here...

Been there plenty of times with more than a few people. I found it's better to not have to rely on anyone, and rather just get lost in my own thoughts by myself.

That said, I'm willing to try to be friends with anyone, so if ya want just send a PM or whatever.

If you're just looking for a friend why does she need to be a girl?

well technically she doesnt have to be a girl i was just that i was able to talk about stuff with my old friend that i cant and dont feel comfrotable talking about with guys... i will take any friend i can get right now i was just in a depressed place last night when i wrote this so let me revise this i will take any friend as long as they arent judgmental and such...

Sometimes there are conversations you just can't have amongst guys

And if you wish to chat dude, it's all good. I'll listen.

P.S.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEaKX9YYHiQ

Sweet thanks!

see he understands there are just some thing you really cant talk among the boys... some stuff makes you seem un manly...

Hell when i am on you can always hit me up.