Why me?

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Alright, this'll probably be a long post, People with heart conditions are advised not to read it...

Now that's out of the way...

I'll admit I'm in love with this particular girl (I think - There's a lot to this.) I met her in year 9, in a computer class. It took me a few lessons to get up the courage to actually talk to her. What was the first thing she said?

Not the best thing to hear, when you realise that the whole year have given you a bad repour to her, and pretty much told her to not say a word to me. The good thing is that she did. We got to know each other over the remainder of 2009, and became close after something happened to me with a friend of both of ours, who we never thought would do such a thing.

I changed schools at the end of 2009 to a school in Blacktown, New South Wales. I completed Year 10 on a thing called "Life Skills" since I was that far behind, which, You guessed it, Left me a lot of time to send E-Mails to this (Now best) friend, at my old school. Since we all had Laptops, it was pretty easy.

We continued to keep in contact as I went even further afield for college. She moved down south, and I went down there one day to visit her. On the way back to Sydney, I was talking with her (She came back to Sydney with me, for the trip, we wanted a bit of privacy) - I realised I loved her, But didn't say anything until after my train home from Central left. I sent her a text less than a minute after the train doors closed.

I haven't seen her since, And she's in a relationship with another guy down south.

I'll stop rambling now, but there's the guts of it all.

Did you confess while she was in a relationship? How long has she been with other guy? At least you were able top confess though, confessions take at least some of the weight off.

Confessed beforehand, but we got into an argument in February and didn't speak to each other until 3 weeks ago...



About a year :/



Still remember where I was at the time too...

I'm about 7 months too late. Well, I tried.