17 Feb 2007, 12:17 am
Hey gang. I'm still dating the girl I created the post a while back for - and it's going great. At least for me (she used to vocalize when she's had a good time but as of late she hasn't - though I guess it could be a maturing relationship as she does initiate dates now (the one tonight was setup by her).
Anyway, tonight before we go out she tells me that after the movie she has to leave and attend to her friend because something happened to her friend's grandmother. I of course said it was fine and we went and enjoyed the movie throughly. But then she had to leave and go comfort her friend. I don't know why I'm saying her friend because she's my friend too. Anyway, I just have a hard time dealing with NOT centering this thing around me and thinking they cooked up this scheme so I couldn't spend the night again.
This is probably the first time since discovering Asperger's that I've been hit with overwhelming paranoia. I know it's not the proper thing I should be thinking about so I should try to convince myself everything is fine. Ranting here does help 
Not to mention I have hordes of homework to complete - as well as the apartment needs cleaning 
