29 Jan 2007, 8:58 pm
29 Jan 2007, 9:08 pm
...About 4 months ago, and it's still going. 
It's nice.
29 Jan 2007, 9:19 pm
For me, I'd have to say my big 'impossible' crushes, lol, were mostly in elementary school, i later became more aware and knowledgable of myself, my condition(AS), and the true reality of the world. from junior high on, I have been blinded by the sight of the beautiful girls i see, it brings tears to my eyes. But i also know now, that I'd most times wish to have nothing to do with these neurotypical scumbag girls.
29 Jan 2007, 9:20 pm
29 Jan 2007, 9:36 pm
Hmmmm, that would have to be Laura in 9th grade. I was all over that poor girl. 
Few girls interest me any more though. I've settled in for a long wait for the right one.
29 Jan 2007, 9:38 pm
i'm experiencing a crush right now that effin cripples me...the feeling of longing is what gets to me the most.... that and being led on.... i think at this point (mainly because i'm at my wits end) i'd give up earthly posessions for just 10 minutes to rest in his arms and kiss him.... 
its gotten to be so pathethic.... sighhhhh..... and he knows which makes it worse. and i'm no better at hiding it which makes it doubly worse...
my last crush (4 years before) started because i had one of those whirlwind "love at first sight" thing that i thought made me destined for this one guy,... it went on for 2 years (until i graduated high school).... its been so many years that i don't even try thinking about it...and it didn't end so well...we never saw each other again, and haven't look back to the experience since... well, until now...
all too pathetic innit?
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29 Jan 2007, 10:19 pm
my biggest crush is always my current one 
i'm kinda in Caramel's position now. it's either gonna be the aspie love story of all time! or... i'm gonna make the conversion official to become a born-again-virgin lol
edit: spelling /bur
29 Jan 2007, 11:11 pm
In my opinion being infatuated or in love with someone is a bad thing, atleast for me. I'm more suicidal when I like someone. 
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29 Jan 2007, 11:28 pm
you mean when it's not returned or just in general????
29 Jan 2007, 11:33 pm
you mean when it's not returned or just in general????
In general. I never feel loved enough.
29 Jan 2007, 11:57 pm
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31 Jan 2007, 5:16 am
Today.
31 Jan 2007, 4:35 pm
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