girl i was talking to

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I just got rejected. I didn't want the girl anyway. I don't see myself dating her, but it still hurts my ego. I know it is because of my AS. I can't read between the lines. I got mad at her because we couldn't communicate. I also got real obsessive. I am all or nothing with relationships. Either we are attached at the hip or I never think about you. I really have to think hard about what I am going to do about sex in the future. I am terrible as a boyfriend, so I am really not trying to get into a committed relationship. I don't want any kids because they would be just as crazy and miserable as me. I am thinking about getting fixed. I don't want to get married because that is too intimate for me. I just want someone to give me physical affection and sex sometimes. That's it. Also, I am not trying to catch any STD's. I have to know the person and be comfortable with the person, and I know it sounds like an a**hole thing to do but we both need to have negative STD test results before we have sex.

It's called friends with benefits.