If I procreated, my offspring would probably be miserable. My daughters would have my stalker-like traits and my sons would probably be like Elliot Rodger. That or they be mentally disabled and I don't have the heart or patience to care for someone who has to rely on me for the rest of their life. Also, I fear I'd suffer the death of a child as punishment for upsetting people in the past. I can't imagine having a decent man, never mind decent offspring. Plus I fear that motherhood will turn me into a narcissistic a-hole who hates on the childfree, which is why I hope I'm infertile.
As for marriage, well like I stated on another topic, I fear I'll wind up marrying a man I don't love, since nearly every guy who liked me was more intellectually challenged than me or too desperate. I rather not be married, but if it comes down to the point where I can't afford hospitalization and the only way to get them is to marry a guy who has them, well than I may not have a choice in the matter.
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I'm Nicole Marie Doherty, the creator of Stewart Mango the cartoon show.
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