Hello. You can call me Pooch. I am new to this website, and am looking for any Filipina, particularly those living in Angeles City, diagnosed or undiagnosed with Asperger Syndrome, because I am looking for a female companionship.
I lately concluded in my own research that I might have AS, as well as due to the consistent overprotectiveness of my family that I observed. Although I understand their point of view on myself, and I love them so much, most of the time we often get into altercations with each other, especially with my older brother. Upon my conclusion of my research, I've reminisced all the negative experiences I have back when I was in elementary and high school, especially all my failed attempts to get a girlfriend over the years, realizing that it may be because of my condition that's why I easily get bullied and rejected.
However, as much as possible, I keep doing my best to act myself as a neurotypical person (though my weird actions and behavior still persist from time to time). Unfortunately, I think will never have a chance to get a girlfriend. In fact, for many years I keep telling people that I hate Valentine's day. Whenever I see couples holding their hands, or kising or hugging each other, I usually get envious. And every Feb. 14 I always cry on my sleep. Sometimes I resort to porn, yet due to my condition I also never had any sexual experience, though this is not included in my agenda because even though I admire sexy and beautiful women, I still give to them the proper respect.
If only I can find someone here who is willing to meet me up in Angeles City, make friends with me and have a nice little talk. Perhaps an Aspie girl might be my last hope in finding true love. Thank you anyone for taking the time for reading this.
(Lord, this is the only thing I am still wishing for. Please make it happen very soon because having an understanding woman can help me change my life for the better and bring me the happiness I want to achieve. Please send me an angel that can save me from my misery.)
15 Feb 2015, 8:39 am
