Im sick of giving up, I will find someone someday and that she will find me, I just need to be confident and sometimes overcome my shyness and talk to people more, take risks just not be wreckless but at the same time and be myself. It is going to happen and I will be happy we both will meet on equal terms and warm up and work out I can feel it. I am tired of being afraid of being heart broken again, I am never giving up any more, at this time I am independant and strong and working on building my confidence more and finding myself! I have many things to do and I am in no hurry, in the mean time I am focusing on work and getting my car running again since the transmission went out before moving and getting my baby running again and doing other things. My car has been there for me for 2 years and i must be there for her and onnce I have the dedication to getting her running again I know I will be worthy to be there for a woman again. I will gain her trust after she earns my trust we will be friends at first and take our times slow and warm up later, ill be sure not to move too slow because i did in the past and it did not work out well lol.
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Your Aspie score is 193 of 200
Your neurotypical score is 40 of 200
You are very likely an aspie
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