I wish my ex was dead.

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I wish my ex was dead. Because I'm sure he wants me dead too.

He said terrible things (and I do mean terrible) about me when we were together, behind my back, denying me the right to leave him, thus not wasting any more of my precious life with him! So then when I left him over other s**t he pulled, or rather, he left me because I argued with him over s**t he pulled, he made me feel guilty for FIVE YEARS OF MY PRECIOUS LIFE about it. Five years I could have spent being happy with someone that treated me with love and respect even when I wasn't around!

I was pregnant; perhaps that's why he didn't just let me go. He didn't want me to leave with his child.

I hate him so much.

For the record, he and I are both diagnosed as having atypical autism (well not HAVING, but you know what I mean), or PDD-NOS. Oh, and we're also both bipolar. And don't any of you dare act like I did anything to deserve this.

It is not my intention to sound dismissive or insensitive, but his seems like it belongs in The Haven. What exactly are you looking for others to contribute here?

I guess it should have gone in the Haven. But here maybe people could contribute their experiences and tips on how to see things clearer to get over the hate, and deal with people who say, think or act like I deserved what I got, but they can in the Haven too. Maybe a moderator can move this.