Sending love to a girl who needs more.

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And I think she may have been watching me in secret for over a year. Everywhere I go on the internet... The loveliest person I have ever met on our entire mother earth somehow got caught up thinking she's the meanest and now I know I need to help her remember the truth. We've been long-distance & incommunicado turncoats for quite some time because we're just plain intense people. Ridiculously intense. I see no reason to get trapped by ultimatums so I simply don't; I need to stop someone who kept me alive painting herself into a corner. I need her to be safe at any cost. I need my true family's help in showing her who she really is again. She knew who she was and she lost something, what it was she wouldn't say. She needs to know she's wrong in telling herself she's so harsh because I know better. I've seen her defenses and they're beautifully regimented. She's stronger than most armies. She's been in some very dark places all over the world and she needs our help to wash them off. She brought a lot of brilliance where she went. We both need to smile bigger.

Love heals. I'm here if anyone needs to learn that in their own way because I have a great mentor. She's a lot like all of us here, more than she ever knew. I can sleep easy tonight secure in the knowledge people saw this.

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She wanted to send 'closure' and I told her the world is open. This isn't about me in the least. My friend is the kind of person our world desperately needs and we all need her at her best. Keep her in your thoughts, I know she's perceptive enough to feel it if you do. You may not believe me. She may not believe me as she may be reading this. She needs to forgive herself and I know for her it's a struggle. I've decided on my one belief lately: love is the only thing that's real. It's the one emotion I've been able to feel since I met her, which feels a lot better than the ~zero I felt before that. My good friend needs more good friends, stable common ground, nothing more and certainly nothing less. I'm unimaginably lucky to know her name. We hail from opposite sides of the right planet. We were both prepared to throw our lives away, she faced that and made peace with it. She's still learning how strong she is. If I could I'd take a bullet for this person. Help her please.

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I know this may be the first time in recorded history a guy like me needed to teach another about love. I know I'm asking extremely difficult questions. I know we can help her and I know we shall. I know she'll feel your thoughts & prayers because I know she's attuned. I love you all too and I need you all to help me help the lovely girl who taught me I can. I'm a Viking and I can see the necessity of tough love. My friend is beyond tough, she redefines it. This is someone with a railroad spike as a totem on her car's dashboard. She's tougher than nails on me and I need that. She got my messages, now I need you all to help me back them up.

If you all want more beauty in your world send positive energy to my friend any way you know. Take her to herself. There's quite a lot I'll delightedly give any of you in return. I exist to help people build anything beautiful, don't any of you let such a beautiful lady lose her will to create. Since I began to realize a few days ago she might regain that, I felt better than I had in years. Among our friends we are working to leave tremendous pain to ancient history where it belongs. Everyone please help us to bring that gift to the whole world.

It's going to be another one of those days...

*Starts channeling positive energy*

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Thank you & props for knowing what's up. This seems like it's working so now I just need to keep the love at a steady level & see things through. I'm worried she may have been living in a very calloused place where nothing seemed to go well. For that matter, same here. I know I trust all our friends & all of you to change that. Such places can drive anyone mad but thankfully I'm much obliged to work out madness.

It's just going to rain medicine balls everywhere until they do their job.

Whatever you all did it's getting through.

I'm not about to stop though. My lovely neighbor is experiencing a harder awakening than I had to when I decided to find her again. I'm on my couch going home. Share anything. No shame. Now it's time I turn this thread over to the lonely people who need it more, if they can help they'll learn anything they wish. We've been there & back.

Lovely thread, cberg!
I hope your wishes come true.

And I yours. As I write this, a few tabs over I have conceded my requiring supercomputers to decipher her messages. Send all the love & strength you can to her and I believe you'll get even more in return.

I'll try my best to send her my powers and love!!

Back to paper. Index Verborum of The Fifth Ezra...

Now back to the automata obscura.

Got it. Ok maybe that's enough; I have a new favorite cryptanalyst too; that was the best scare I've had in years. My funny friend E.N. is going in the Guinness Books - that's two world firsts in one all-nighter. Furthermore a short, terrifying read. Seriously K just how the frigging frack are you not Wikipedia cited already?! I'm still trying to work out how much raw, cheap computing power it's about to take to knock three words out of the internet.

Also nope sorry you'll all have to find historical mentions yourselves. EVERYTHING ELSE is fair game...

I sent all my strength and love to her so I am being atm.

I lost it right here. Good reference.

I hope all goes well for your relationship with this lady.

Hey whatever's clever!