I really wish I can stop being so obsessed with finding another relationship or losing my virginity. But it's slowly taking over my life. I'm 25 and not exactly an independent man, I don't do a lot without my parent's involvement. I am very rusty on socialization.
I just get obsessed with having sex and finding a relationship. I see my peers my own age with partners (some are very beautiful women, at least in my eyes) and I get envy, and I'm currently obsessing on wanting to improve my chances, and maybe I'm pushing it too hard.