Anngables wrote:
Hi Angela . . .. . I can live with it if the reduction in messages doesn't correlate to a reduction in caring. That's the part I have difficulty with. Yes we meet up and spend a whole full days together often 12hrs . . .. . He thinks of some great places to take me often just because he knows I will enjoy them, and he always gets it spot on. We laugh and he is very relaxed with me now. And to be fair he is always keen to book up the next date . .. . . I struggle with the in between times when I feel insignificant, but maybe I should just accept it for what it is. The trouble is as you said earlier. As NTs we need the more constant interactions to be sure of each other. I dont "need" just another acquaintance /friend. I thought we were really close friends but it doesn't feel that way during the weeks we don't meet. Me being needy . . . Probably, but it certainly helped when he was texting me good night every day (I didn't ask for that) with that gone I feel very forgotten.
Your last sentence makes me sad because that's how I felt - totally alone. If I saw my Aspie friends in person like you, I'd expect even more contact since they would be closer.
I have an NT girlfriend Julia that I used to work with and now we developed more of a friendship with texting. We have went out once with our Ma's, but that's it. I keep asking her if she can go out to dinner again and she keeps saying no with all different reasons. This last week when I asked she said that she's losing weight and doesn't want to go out to eat. She must not really want to see me. Whatever. I haven't texted her back since.
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I'm happiness challenged.
Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 83 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 153 of 200 You are very likely neurotypical
Darn, I flunked.