rse92 wrote:
One of the reasons I am grateful that I did not receive an ASD diagnosis until I was 60 was that I dated and met my first wife, my second wife, and several women in between and was not encumbered by the baggage of autism, insecure and always doubting and second-guessing myself (the way I now find myself at times). Now behavior of mine that was autistic was a significant contributing factor to my divorce and has caused issues in my second marriage, but I was quite capable of charming a woman; it was really in the relationship stage that stereotypical autistic behavior reared its head. Had I known I was autistic when I was 44 it might have saved my first marriage. Our behavior can convey insensitivity, lack of empathy, rudeness, thoughtlessness even though we mean nothing of those sorts.
Excellent post. It highlights how not letting knowledge of a diagnosis (and associated baggage/labels) doesn't encumber your interaction with NTs. But at the same time knowing why you might appear to lack empathy, be rude, thoughtless is linked to your diagnosis and help you to move toward fixing these.
I can see now there are certainly pros and cons to knowing if your personal traits are autistic or not.