chamoisee wrote:
Caring about someone means that (to me, at least) you love their mind and soul much more than their body or physical appearance or sexual possibilities. The latter is just lust, if that's all there is, though it's taken me a logn time to sort the two out.
I have a sort of acid test now:
A: do I get tired of the person?
B: if this person were incapable of sex for some reason, would I still seriously consider spending the rest of my life with them?
I agree 100%. I'm not particularly romantically interested in most women no matter how smoking hot they are. I really appreciate a good looking woman, but unless we are intellectually and ideologically compatible, we would bore each other to tears and make each other miserable. My ideal mate is a cute female Socrates
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That said, I don't get really nervous around beautiful women so long as I am not trying to woo them. I am a theater tech so I am around incredible looking actresses a lot of the time. Just this month I was sound designing a show that required the leading actress to have a completely invisible wireless mic. This involved me snaking the mic through her hair for one part of the show and positioning it on her bust line for the other part of the show. I even had to ask her if she was wearing a bra under her evening gown because that is a good place to clip the mic. I found that so long as I was completely professional, I didn't get nervous at all. Being professional does not get you dates of course, but it makes everyday interactions go smoothly.
It sticky situation. If you act asexually and professionally around women, they are more comfortable around you and normal interaction is easier, but then they don't really see you as dating material. I think that most people just assume that I'm gay (including the gay guys who hit on me from time to time). I have nothing against gay guys but I would much rather be with women.
And so the waiting game continues....
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~Michael