i'm feeling crap at the moment: as soon as i feel i'm catching up on the social skills i was always missing, i feel like my age is catching up on me.
there are so many things i would like to be doing such as visting places in the world or even jus seeing music arounf town. the problem is that 1 it feel i should be "settling" down at the age i am at and 2, i lack the social network with whom to praticipate in these activities.
i am really feeling like the mental energy i am expending is really going to s--- a lot of the time. to turn a negative into a positive, are there any networks of AS-diagnosed ones who meet each other to visit cultural outlets in london?? if anyone knows, i'd like to be informed on this.
i am trying my best, i am renting a studio to meet other artists, and manically sending emails all over the place in search of like-minded artists. i have tried relocating to france for a few months (the place where i used to live and have childhood friends), I have even spent an inordinate amount of money on a BA course jus to meet people. i keep trying, trying and trying and feel so frustrated nothing is paying off. I have also been waiting for proper psyhotherapy but this is not moving forwards either as my local surgery (idiots) have to "agree" that the therapist i chose is "the right one".
any suggestions would be great.