Is it possible that people in your neighbors may have already found out about your "Paedophilic Tendencies"? If so, then there is very little that you can do about it - "The cat is out of the bag", so to speak; and it's probably best (and safest) for you to stay away from your neighbors until you graduate and move away.
Seek professional help right away, and good luck to you!
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