Long term recurring ptsd side effect ,older aspie

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Okay after you realize all the great end of suffering is to end up much suffered . and great end of pain ,is merely to have endured the pain , perhaps resulting in body ability to produce more endorphins . you might find yourself looking at society alittle sideways things you see others do not . merely cause they do not wish attention draw to inequalities .That they maybe complicit in.
And you are a aspie with little concept of social skills . Feeling at a age whereas you have less to lose in life, inspite of being successful . And inequitable loss of a dear ,once in a lifetime love/ husband. And with immoral executioners at large with ,full knowledge of police and judicial authorities.
Ones concern for social skills , political correctness suffer .
Given these things known to be factual .: becomes hard to keep your mouth shut at wrongness in action . So i still try hard and try to make humour , whereas , crying would be your staple of life after 13 yrs of this transgression of justice . End up appearing to be silly in the face. Of people in authority. Cause laughing in their face. After my experiences ,Would be overtly rude . A certain loss of interest in explicit self preservation of ones life . Seems to overload ability to be political correct.

Fighting not to state the obvious , kinda goes away . Moreso when you have less to lose in your eyes.
Sorry about frankness of this topic

HOW DO YOU SPELL SOCIAL SKILLS
guess might be hard to be PC somedays ..eehh..?

Frankness?

I am having a struggling trying to decypher this.

Sometimes I think it's a shame
When I get feeling better when I'm feeling no pain.

-- "Sundown", by Gordon Lightfoot

Aspies experience significantly more stress than the average NT. It should almost be our middle name. Stress energy is stored in our muscles and nervous system. Over time it can build and lead to distress, such as PTSD unless this stress energy is vented. I will recommend two books that can help with purging stress energy.

"In An Unspoken Voice" by Peter A. Levine
"The Revolutionary Trauma Release Process" by David Berceli

Thank you . It seems google doesn-t expect any aspies to reach my age . Will look up those books.
Sorry if any parts are hard to dechiper . COMMENTARY ON real Life situation .


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Simply observations on quality of life .on a bad day