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feel that humans are worthless pieces of garbage
not worth time, or anything
that they aren't capable of true compassion
that they are traitorous scum, who plague the Earth
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if anyone could, please help me to overcome these feeling
I've had friends before, but they all (or atleast most) have left me
and because I'm hypersensitive, it feels like betrayal
and so now i dont trust humans
I want to change that
and just not expect to much from others when it comes to friendship

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There is missing a "Sometimes" option in the poll. Most of the time humans are okay or even enjoyable to be around. But there are sertain members of the species that are the way you describe, and after getting a particular big dose of one of them, they tend to make me doubt humanity in general. I always turn back around quickly though.

EDIT: Okay you added a "Sometimes" option. I still turn back around quickly though

as much as i wanted to vote yes because i can relate to what you said in the second part of your post, i cannot.

there are some people out there who are worth the effort...they are just few and far between.

i understand your hypersensitivity and feelings of betrayal...they are feelings i know very well. every friendship that does not turn out the way i wish, or ones that aren't reciprocated equally, often feel like a betrayal of sorts to me...i tend to give too much, and most often don't get the same in return. i expect too much and i am often let down.

but like i said, there are people out there who will care. you just need to find them, and then when you do, learn to appreciate them for who they are and what they mean to you, not so much what you mean to them. you will go through a lot of hurt and anger and feelings of betrayal most likely, but when you find these people, it will be worth it.
learning to trust is not easy. but you have to try. it took me a long time to learn to trust again. it does get easier with each positive thing that happens. just try to focus on the positive...there are some good people out there.

i am fortunate now to call a few 'friend'.

I can relate to the second half of what you said, Trugen.

But at the moment I'm closed to friends. I don't want any. Sorry I can't be of much help.

You can't change who you are...you are hypersensitive and thats fine! But you just have to learn how to deal with it. You will only trust humans if they earn your trust...it is NOT an automatic thing and wont change overnight.
As far as humans being traitorous scum who plague the Earth...I don't think that at all. Sure, some humans are nasty...but some are really nice. It's just a matter of finding them.

i used to.