I'm not in close proximity to other human beings save for my family. So there are two sorts of loneliness that I have had potent doses of in the past several months... the physical and covert. Long periods of this can be unhealthy psychologically. Your mind starts to break down, your thoughts become your base reference, because sensory stimulation has went into hiatus. It's by this suffering that I elevated onto another less familiar platform. But just as soon as it was unrecognizable, it became recognizable, because it's like... a truth that was buried on a hill, and I had to climb to dig at the pinnacle and find gold.
Well it came in the form of an epiphany. The possibilities of reality were consumed by my expanding mind, and I realized that... all is in unison. We consist of the same material. It's monism. My mind grasped at unity before, but not in a way that let led me to this; and THIS was what annihilated my isolation. See, Dracula (Me) is a window mirror. I'm a part in a play. The stage is the earth, the universe, and the spirit that resides in this part, is the same spirit that performs all these other roles. If you're listening to me right now, know that I'm the one understanding it for you. I'm the one that clicked the thread and began to read, and I'm the one that will be skeptical, and I'm the one that will be enlightened.
I am my table made by the trees that weren't here before I was. I'm the mechanical and the organic. All the particles are the same, singing like a chorus.
See, none of us are really alone. We have friends. I have all the friends in the world, and THEN SOME. The chains have turned to dust and blown away with the breeze and I'm dancing in the rain now.
- D
14 Mar 2008, 5:42 am
