Ok Asman, I fail to see your humor in this but that doesn't surprise me anyways, I am seeking an official diagnosis to help my parents understand me better as well as my partner and to resolve what was 30 yrs of confusion in my life, I'd rather have an answer than to sit here wondering if people are just going to think I'm a hypochondriac the rest of my life, thanks, I've already had one psychiatrist hint to that in this lifetime, don't want it anymore and one of the top autism experts thinks it's likely I won't walk out of the official assessment she is helping get set up without resolution and an official dx.