Details about my sexuality... I'm a freak.

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I think I have finally worked up the courage to actually go into detail about my sexual curiosity. I must make the confession that I have been exploring my own sexuality for a very long time, I think ever since middle school, and I have only told my mother. For a long time I have been having many sexual fantasies about certain things and have even formed a few fetishes.

The thing is, however, I have never once felt like an adult because these fantasies came after taking interest in a certain cartoon styles, of all things, you may think, and applying them to imagine visions of mostly young boys that are around their early teenage years suggestively bonding while wearing certain clothes and in certain situations.

My most defining fetishes are animated kids or young teenagers wearing blue jeans or jumpsuits and being in zero gravity.

I had some collections stored but then deleted them when I heard that one of my relatives would need it because he was being home schooled.

I have never ever come out with this to anyone anywhere before and by society's standards, I definitely fit the bill for a class-A freak of nature.

I cannot stress enough, though, that I have no sexual interest in children and have never looked up any sort of child pornography! I would not be here if I said that! It's just that these certain images are what turn me on the most and have done wonders for either masturbating or having wet dreams.

As for a real potential mate, there is a certain image that comes to mind that I guess I could show. However, like I said, these visions are inspired by cartoons. I am well aware that they are fictional and have never once gone so far as to make out with my computer screen, but once you think about it, these images are a representation of what the drawer saw in the real world. What has me so active is that the physical forms of these characters are almost just right for me.

I would be happy to show an image of what kind of mate I would be interested in. I promise that it is nothing pornographic.

http://static.zerochan.net/Panty.and.St ... 454603.jpg

I find the third character from the left the most appealing, the emo looking one.

I just turned 22 in March and I usually masturbate twice a day.

[img][800:493]http://i581.photobucket.com/albums/ss252/pyroFox-Forever789/Panty%20and%20Stocking%20with%20Garterbelt/362314.jpg[/img]

Yeah, this is the kind of artstyle that I enjoy the most and like to visualize what is in my head. Everything is just seems to feel so smooth and young and it turns me when I picture sexual things in this sort of style.

You know what I'm trying to say, right?

While it's not my thing, it sounds like a pretty harmless fantasy fetish to have. Youthful looking animated characters? *shrug* OK. So what? Like you said, you have no sexual interest in children.

IMO this kink of yours isn't harmful to anyone, and if you enjoy it, well whatever - more power to ya. I'd just keep it pretty private, though, because some people may not be so understanding of it and may assume that it means you're into real life kids.

But since you're not into kids, and no one is harmed in the drawing of a toon-teen, and you like it.. whatever man! It is what it is. Enjoy it to your heart's content.

It's not "something I'm into."

I'm instinctively attracted to these sorts of images and get naturally turned on more than anything else.

That's how I'd define what you're "into," just as I'd describe the type of guys I'm instinctively attracted to as the type of guys I'm "into."

Hmm, as one who knows more about this sort of thing than probably most on this forum....

....I'll just say, trust me, it's not something to worry about.

I have an idea as to the overall concepts you're describing here, and.... let's just say, it's actually not an uncommon thing. You'd be surprised, really....

I can understand why you dont want to tell people about this one, but.... seriously, it's not as bad as you think, and in an overall sense is alot more common than you think. The sort of thing you describe and the example given, yeah, I"ve seen that sort some damn silly number of times by now. It aint anything bad.

If you could use someone understanding to talk to about this, feel free to message me. I guarantee you that nothing you could say or show me will surprise or bother me at all. And I'm used to helping people with stuff like this, as others tend to come to me for advice on all sorts of stuff, for reasons I've yet to grasp. So if I can be of help, let me know.