Why families can be So Difficult? Life is easy when you not talking to some of your family members. My family is known to cause sooooo much drama. Right now, my sister is toooo angry at me & don't want to talk to me anymore, I LOVE that she don't want to talk to me anymore, but unfortunately she is in charge of my trust fund, my rent & my bills. I'm scared that she will have someone else take care of my stuff, why not, she threaten me before. I know now I can't change her mind about me, it's like talking to a brick wall. She claiming alot of stuff about me that she thinks she knows, she thinks she knows me the best, cuz we lived together for 20 years, I live without her for 27 years since she wants to add up the numbers. When we lived together, we lived on & off together for 20 years, people change. When I was living with her in the 70s & 80s, I did not know about my Asperger, I found out in my 20s. She also used my past against me when I was sooo hard on myself, I was hurting myself, I thought bad things should happen to me, I wasn't worth it, I wish my mom had a miscarriage when she was pregnant with me. Before I found out about my Asperger, I was struggling with my Cerebral Pasly, I looked normal on the outside, but different on the inside, I didn't accept myself, I wanted to be normal, I felt like I was being pulled in different directions. In my adulthood, I finally accepted myself, but with everything going on in my life, I had a mental breakdown in very early 2000s. When I finally accepted who I am, my sister brought me down again. She told me that she knows about Aspergers better than me. Something pretty big change in her when we lived together, after we lost our mom, my sister was very caring, thoughtful & talking to me ALOT, she wanted to come & talk to me, it felt great, I felt like I had a big sister & a friend, we didn't really get along toooo good growing up. Many months later, her husband moved in to help with their son. Something change in her after he moved in, she stopped talking to me & her behavior change toward me. Her husband is controlling, very demanding, selfish, care more about himself & he was a bad father to his son. My sister is a female version of him. I'm having enough problems with her, now I have to deal with my dad & my grandmother.
23 Aug 2017, 3:55 pm
