I need an aunt.

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I might keave this nursing plave I"m ay, because, the same dynamic that happened after the earlier amputation this year of me not allowef to go out, essentially, at all is happening!
This last day, I started to go out, to go downtowm to, among other things, get needed clothes (At the Salvation Army - real fancy, upscale, above-my-station tastes, right ?) and a sleep mask, and I told a staffer this, and waited for the bud - and they ended up calling the police on me! I didn't get to do ig.
I just need, basically, to set myself up decently, then I could get slong here - but no one will help me . I don't mean financially/gifts. If I just had an " aunt ", in a sense
When I had the big toe infection on just one toe, back in'13...I said " If I could just stay with a granny or aunt in-between getting treatment, I could get better " - I didn't, and I didn't .
Now, I am here, but I have to let everything in my.life go to hell while I'm here. I have so little already! If someone, even, could get some things for.me, here in Santa Cruz...
I never had much family even as a child (My father was an only child, and his father - whom I'm named after - had had a mysterios falling out with his family/seperation...Now, I have no family who cares about me at all.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

I'm so sorry they Salvation Army called the police on you. Not good customer service. If I was in Santa Cruez I would be giving you a ride. Hope it all works out for you.

Now, you know you can't just come and go, it has nothing to do with whether you're in SF or SC, you cannot be in a rehab facility and just leave to do errands and come back. That's not how it works.

You already know this, I know you do. I know there's a social worker at that facility and you need to tell that person that your disability money needs to be accessed or you lose it and you need help to get a different representative payee and to have your money doled out differently.

What Om said. Also mention to them your eye problems.

...It wasn't the Sally Army who did it, I'm sorry if I wrote it in such a way that you formed thay impession.
i am pounding this out, they called an ambulance on me to go backto the hospital because of something wrong with the PICC-line (Sp??) I have.........







r_Miner"]I'm so sorry they Salvation Army called the police on you. Not good customer service. If I was in Santa Cruez I would be giving you a ride. Hope it all works out for you. [/quote]

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I was OK, I came back from the hospital without being admitted, it was something wrong with the PICC-line(Sp??) I have on.
However, still a otber reason to leave has been handed to me - This place appears to have thrown away most of my clothes!
I left all tbe clothes I had except what I was wearing to be washed on Wednesday night. Now, on Sunday, almost all of those clothes have never come back! If they are gone, If they were thrown away, I'm not saying they were thrown away intentionally. However, thrown away is thrown away. Now, since they don't allow you to go out at all, I may have to leave AMA just to have more than one set of clothes.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Were you expecting 1-day laundry service? Could they still be waiting to be laundered? Were they infested with bedbugs or similar? Were they stained with feces? Did you ask anyone?

You are looking for an excuse to leave because you cannot do what you like on your own schedule. This is where the whole problem lies, ASS-P - for the past 30 years. You want people and institutions to do everything for you, but you will not accept the trade-off (rules about where you can and cannot go and when, curfews).

If you don't want to follow the rules that's fine, but you also need to know the trade-off is likely a below-knee amputation in your near future because you cannot stay in a facility (due to your aversion to rules).

Just know that and accept that you will be far more "crippled" than you feel you are. You will be missing much of a limb.

...The clothes were nof dirty in the way you may be giving yourself a pleasurable " oooh !:x " by imagining - they didn't have that nasty blood of mine on them either! 7
Absent any physical (As I always say - non-financial.) help - I will be pretty clothes-less, and underwear-less - Speaking of the last 30 years, and aunts - I infernalizedd that what greater familt I had would nof help me get back on my feet, and that was my father's generation - Their Boomer children, my adult cousins, actively stole from me and lie/ d to ms regarding my inheritance - and symbolically spat on the idea of " family ", by lying to me about both the deaths of my aunt and of my uncle (their parents) !






Omniel"]Were you expecting 1-day laundry service? Could they still be waiting to be laundered? Were they infested with bedbugs or similar? Were they stained with feces? Did you ask anyone?

You are looking for an excuse to leave because you cannot do what you like on your own schedule. This is where the whole problem lies, ASS-P - for the past 30 years. You want people and institutions to do everything for you, but you will not accept the trade-off (rules about where you can and cannot go and when, curfews).

If you don't want to follow the rules that's fine, but you also need to know the trade-off is likely a below-knee amputation in your near future because you cannot stay in a facility (due to your aversion to rules).

Just know that and accept that you will be far more "crippled" than you feel you are. You will be missing much of a limb.[/quote]

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Again, Could they still be waiting to be laundered? Were they infested with bedbugs or similar? Were they stained with feces? Did you ask anyone?

I think you're just talking yourself into leaving. Imagine how life will be with 1-1/2 legs.

...Did I not make it clear enough? THEY WERE NOT DIRTY LIKE THAT. NO.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

[quote="ASS-P"]...Did I not make it clear enough? THEY WERE NOT DIRTY LIKE THAT. NO.
Yes, I repeatedly asked about them !

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

My mother lost her sight because of poorly managed diabetes. What were you told when you asked about your clothes?

...Many of them, especially underclothes, appear gone but some have reappeared. The situation here in general, otherwise, appears to be on an upward trend now.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!