I’m Thinking About Killing Myself

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I don’t know how to handle things anymore. I’m Sooo Sick & Tired of dealing with my sister, she REALLY thinks she knows me & she knows what best for me, she is also claiming that she knows me better than I know myself. She is controlling too & bossy, she have a way of getting me sooo angry at her. She is guessing stuff about me that not true or not true anymore. It bad enough I have to deal with having Psoriasis, Cerebral Pasly, Aspergers, Dyslexia & probably more things. I have to take care of my cat, deal with summer. I cannot deal with my sister too, she thinks she knows better than me, she is sooo impossible to talk to, I wish I could stop talking to her, but I can’t. She in charge of the trust fund my mom left to me, her & my nephew. She is being too controlling, she wants to tell me what to do. I HATE HER!! With everything going on in my life, I cannot deal with her too. Everything is Tooooo Much.

Kitty, you are one of the nicest people on this site. I hate that you struggle with suicidal feelings. (I did for years, and know what it's like.)

Please stick around. The world needs more kind-hearted people. Don't let the meanies win!

There must be some way you could get power over your trust fund so you can get away from your sister. You should be putting your energy into finding ways to have power over your trust fund.

[EDIT - I suggested a program but realized it was for something else, sorry!]

Hope you're doing okay today, Kitty.

Hi Kitty. You really do sound like a lovely person. I want you to know that we care about you here.

This is a tough phase in your life, but even though it doesn't feel like it now, you will experience less stress and better times. Life has ups and downs. You are in one of the downs right now and I know that it can feel endless.

I got stuck in a down for a few years and couldn't believe people who said that I would find a light at the end of the tunnel at some point.

But I have reached a good place at this point in time. I know there are going to be other down points in my life, I'm not unrealistic, but I'm telling you this so that hopefully you can keep going in the hope that things can change.

I don't know what else to say, i wish i could make you feel better and take away some of your stress, but you are too good for this earth to lose.

Big hugs.

Hello Kitty,

You are always a welcome presence here on Wrong Planet and always will be.

A few years ago, my family and I got stuck in a messy situation that lasted for about two years. Many people we knew turned their backs on us and in turn, we felt as if we did something wrong. In turn, I felt I had no one to turn, so I engaged in idiotic activities.

As of now, we are out of the mess and I want you to know that you'll find a sense of being happy.

Kitty you know that I need you, right?

If you kill yourself Kitty, then you'll never find a sense of inner peace.

I know I don't speak for all here on Wrong Planet, but please consider reaching out to others for comfort whenever you are in need of one.

Thank you for making me smile, I needed that. The trust fund that my mom left is mine, my sister & my nephew so I cannot be in charge, the trust fund is all three of us I’m trying to think of a way so my sister can deposit money somewhere for me so I won’t have to talk to her, but I can’t open another bank, the SSI will find out, part of the money in the trust won’t last me for the rest of my live. She also in charge of my bills. She really thinks she knows almost everything about me, she may know me as a child,but she don’t know me aa an adult. I don’t know why she thinks she knows me & she knows what best for me like she is my mother, we never been close for her to get to know me. She didn’t care about bring a sister. I’m thinking of emailing her, but it maybe a bad idea. It’s not up to her to decide what I can & what I cannot I do, what am I her puppet!? She thinks I can be bad too, I was bad in the past, the past is the past, people can change & she love to blame me for stuff. I’m not strong enough to fight her. My health is in trouble, I’m getting new Psoriasis & my speech can be bad, sometimes very bad, cuz I’m getting toooo much stress. I wish my dad can do something, but he not too much of a father.